Wanting to Live

Dear Diana

I am at the end of my life and I know what I want:  I need a safe secure place to be in so I can develop the Randy Michael Walker Foundation to educate so we know what the health authorities are doing to hasten death.  Longevity is going down and it is not because of opioids.

I want you to go to You Tube and watch the first ten minutes of the video:  What does that DNR Really Mean by Dr. Fred Mirarchi posted June 29  2019.  If you have ever truly loved anyone, you will want every moment to be with him.

I am talking about people wanting to live, not about people who want to die.

All this talk about DNRs and Euthanasia is about people wanting to die.  If you want to live when you are sick, resources are limited.  See Roger Foley from Ottawa and Sean Tagert from Powell River.

Violently suctioning

Dear Diana:

I violently just woke up shakening and crying remembering how Randy was violently being suctioned by staff to the point he did not want them to touch him.  And VCHA are the professionals we trust to look after us when we are hospitalized. 

Every single patient in hospital should be assigned camera surveillance to protect the patient from harm andnot give privacy to inflict pain to patients.

My PTSD will never leave me. 

Tears

At the court application today it was mentioned that I could only see Randy on the grass next to the sidewalk at George Pearson Centre . Note outside on the grass in inclement weather. After two meeting I was told by the manager, Ro Angm that ti was too much work for her to arrange so I could not see him any more.

The lawyer did not mention that the meetings were less than ten minutes each and we were surrounded by security guards and staff.

I do not know what they were protecting.  Randy was dying and I could not be with him.

I still do not know why an independent investigation was not done at that time but then those that do the investigations are the ones who banned me.

Resuming my blog

Finally after all this time, my communications and my ability to post blogs are working.

I do not know why it takes so long to get techonology resuming.

I had water damage to all my devices and it is only now that they are working.

Trying to coordinate and get things done caused nothing but frustration and and I could not do much more.

Then there was the damage water from the two rain floods that entered my unit.  What a mess.

I am going to write Ralf Nader maybe he can do something about making devices wterproof.  It is a safety issue in our age of technology/communications.
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