Not Well.

 I do not know what is wrong.  All I seem what I can do is sleep.  I have to force myself to keep awake.  It is scary.  These past few weeks I have had a lot of things thrown at me all at once.  I deal with them as best I want but not good enough and then I crash.  I am overwhelmed.  It has had a dysfunctional affect on me.  I can't stay awake.  

I can't even drink tea or coffee, the tastes are foreign.  

I was awken by the phone.  A voice on the other side wanted me to do a survey for my bank.  It was something that the government wants compliance report.  He said it would take 20 minutes. I became angry.  20 minutes.  I do not have 20 minutes.  I have to force myself to tidy my residence as the manager is coming to do check the electrical tomorrow and I want to tidy up.  He mentioned that he sent me an email on May 10 2026.  I do not remember getting an email from him.  So I asked him what email was on it.  He first said it was confidential information and then I said how can that be confidential.  He said it would say CustomerRemediation.  I told I was having problems with my gmail.  I told him I will search inputs.  I looked into Scam, I looked into Trash.  I then looked into Allmail and there it was. At which point I got more upset.  What the fuck does that mean.  I get 200 emails a day and I only read emails that I recognize name.  The arrogrance of that bank. But then it isn't the only one, I had occasion to deal with three law firms this past year.  The sender used their personal names without any indication who they were.  If they want action, they should say:  name of principal lawyer and then her paralegal. These things cause me terrible stress as there is also a time limit attached to it.  I tell everyone to make sure I acknowledge their emails or phone me for confirmation, do they do that, NO.  Then I get blamed for delay.  Back to the bank, I was told that if I did not do the 20 minute survey they will close my account. Really, then close my account.   I am going to get all my pension cheques mailed to me and then I do have to deal with banks.  Since the pension cheques are government cheques I do not need an account to get the cheques cashed.  And to think I will save bank charges as well. 

From AI:  The PPA passing-of-accounts mechanism makes sense while the patient is alive because it substitutes PGT supervision for the incapable adult’s inability to supervise the committee. But once the patient dies, that protective rationale ends. The question is no longer management of a living patient’s property, but accountability for estate property to the estate representative and beneficiaries. That is why s. 24 directs the accounts to the administrator or beneficiaries and expressly prevents the PGT from requiring a post-death passing before itself.

A locked box.

 I just woke up.  I haven't been able to sleep for the past three days.  I woke now, soaking wet, boxed in a room with no independence.  I am at the mercy of the system that has no conception of the horror I anticipate. The process is the punishment no matter if you are right or not. And the process is costly if lawyers are involved, provided you can even find a lawyer.  The default is what I am going through.  Not pleasant. 

Jurisdiction

When a court ignores the critical boundaries of its jurisdiction, the very foundation of the rule of law is at risk, leading to instability and uncertainty in the legal system.

 

Projects, projects, projects

 I just finished one project which was very intensive.  It was hard intertwined with other unexpected demands.

Now I have to find out what happened to my friend who died recently.  I tried to find out particulars of his death and was told since I was not next of kin I was not entitled to know.  Since he does not have any next of kin, I do not know what they are going to do with his body.  No one can tell me if in fact that he even died. He used to phone me two to three times a day.  Now nothing.  It is blowing my mind and the thoughts of this policy is anger.  How can this be happening.  His memory is haunting me and not knowing is cruel.  Who do you complain to.  I am cold.  I am exhausted. My body is making me sleep most of the day. I just fall asleep.  Sleeping is the only way I have to escape the state of panic I am under.  I thought at my age, the few years left, my life would be calm but instead it is full of chaos.  

To tell the truth, what does that mean.

 I am getting extremely tired of talk of lawyers, the talk is "double -talk" or "half-truths."  

The lawyer for my sister was told not to say anything as the lawyer did not want my sister to be open to discovery.  What discovery. Under fiduciary law she had to volunteer to tell the whole truth, not wait for a court order to force her to tell the truth. What truth.  That she was spending monies that were for the care of my disabled brother for her horse's vet bills.   My sister was an estate administrator appointed by stealth, designed by her lawyer. I was told lawyers do it all the time, "jumping the gun." Everyone knew I was opposing my sister's appointment to be administrator and Candace choose to overlook that and not tell the court. My sister hasn't been able to talk for two years now because her lawyer told her not to. 

 It sounds like my ex-husband telling me that his lawyer told him to sue me for alimony, although he was living with a rich woman, and at that time, I was working at a job that paid $1.00 over minimum wage.  

I do not know why I am ranting on about nonsense.  It might be because a friend of mine died a few days ago and I have not been able to get any official information about his death as I am not next of kin.  As far as I know he does not have any next of kin. All this privacy we are faced with is driving me crazy.  Someone dies and it is a secret.  After death you have no privacy.  

Blood is thicker than water.

 I keep thinking about things that I have forgotten that should have never been forgiven.  It is called abuse by design.  Battered Woman Syndrome.  No one can escape their past.  

Why WESA needs reforming.

From the internet:  British Columbia's robust system was designed under WESA to be simple, family-driven, and minimally adversarial.  In practice,it has become one of the most expensive, opaque, and least accountable probate environments in Canada.  The result is a system where fiduciary abuse can occur quietly, beneficiaries struggle to obtain basic information, and families face prohibitive barriers when trying to remove or challenge an administrator.  

In other words, an unqualified person can by stealth become an administrator, and that person can be protected by a lawyer who can frame the law to defraud beneficiaries of their full inheritance.