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Sunday, December 27, 2020

27 December 2020

 My feeling of being near normal did not last very long.  After sleeping all afternoon yesterday until now being 5:34 am my thoughts are back to when Randy and I were treated badly.  How George Pearson Centre created years of hell for us based on nonsense fabrications. On the bulletin boards there were notices of a code white. After I read them but did mot realize that the notices were about me.  If I had a choice between the medical system or the police, I would chose the police as the police have some accountability but the health authority has none.  It is like being thrown into a pit of poisonous snakes with no protection. Once you are targetted there is no going back.  




Saturday, December 26, 2020

26 December 2020 4:17 am

 I just woke up feeling a bit normal from the trauma of this past week.  I hope nothing triggers a further relapse. The trauma was caused by the horrific realization that the court made a mistake and the defendant respondents knowing of the  mistake did nothing to correct the mistake which was their duty to do. 

 I think back to October 22 2014 wherein I was assaulted by the staff at George Pearson Centre in their zeal to prevent Randy from leaving the premises.  My self-defence was never mentioned.  Just the fact that the police were called and I caused a disruption.  Those that attacked me were out-of-control.  It was I who demanded that the police be called and after the officer looked at my representation agreement, he was pissed.  He convinced me to let Randy stay at the facility and deal with management in the morning.  

 My complaint was never addressed.  Everything was calm until it wasn't.  A few days later Randy got sick and was sent to VGH and we were safe.  Risk management however was busy shifting the blame from the staff to me.  It was surreal.  They even got WorkSafe BC involved who agreed that I should be 100% banned from all VCH properties in the province because I posed a threat to the safety of the staff who attacked me. During this time I was transformed from being a jolly fat old lady to a skeleton.   

 I am feeling extremely tired again.  Time to sleep again.


Friday, December 25, 2020

Are the Defendants Litigators (Respondents) bullying me.

A friend sent me a link this afternoon from HuffPost, Canada is Corrupt when it comes to Choosing Judges. It is a popularity contest.

One of the links connected me to a report by Christie Blatchford: BC Man Pleads for Family Court Reform in Suicide Note.

The victim only wanted to see his kids and I only wanted to see my husband. The motivation is the same.

Another link said Canadian Lawyers Drive Dads to Bankruptcy and Suicide by Bullying.  

Is this the intent of the lawyers who see themselves as Joseph Croias bullying witnesses without conscience and this disagreeable lawyer became president of the Ontario Law Society. My case is not of a white collar crime over greed in the billions of dollars it is over the untimely death of my husband and the collateral outfall.

So far the defendants have discredited me and demoralized me. I am a basket case. Look what I am doing today:  It is December 25 2020. 

I won't commit suicide as I have a very good therapist.  A therapist that costs me $225 an hour.  I have no additional medical insurance provided by an employe rso he alone is costing me money I cannot afford.  To get access to a MSP psychiatrist, it takes six months to a year to exercise a referral, and then there is no guarantee that he will take you as a patient. Most psychiatrists will not write a medical legal report because they are under no obligation to do so.  It is a lot of work and they do not want to be a witness in court. My psychologist could not do a medical legal report as he was biased. 

Lawyers do not seek the truth; they only seek to demoralize, so you give up.  And the Groias like Joel Morris are clever at it.  

One of the links said that such lawyers should be shamed.  So be it:

  • David Bell, Partner at Guild Yule, lawyer for VCHA
  • Joel Morris, Partner at Harper Grey, lawyer for Dr. James Dunne
  • Murray Wolf, lawyer for the Public Guardian and Trustee 
  • Cameron Wong, Webster Hudson, lawyer for David Doig, lawyer, 

None of the defendant pay for lawyers.legal costs.  They are all insured by the public purse one way or other  And the public cannot find out how much money the lawyers are creaming as it is under solicitor-client privilege. The tax payer should have the right to know.   And the the lawyers do not loose any sleep over anything as they are but agents of the government and are assured payment of their fees monthly. They are much like civil servants and nothing can happen to them.

 In August of this year, I tried to negotiate with the Groias to settle the matter.  They refused. No comment. And they would not give me a name of an expert legal medical report which they have on their rolex.  They knew I was suffereing from PTSD and since a medical expert legal person has to be independent they were not going to allow such evidence to be entered in the court record..  All of them  were guilty of perverting justice as they had to provide all evidence to the court whether it be in their clients' favour or in mine  When the action started in the hearing the master (a judge) suggested that the defendants offer an apology.  No apology came.  Their path was to drive me insane as no one would believe me and no lawyer would take on my case.

 

 

 


 

Thursday, December 24, 2020

24 December 2020 A memory

 I just woke up again (12:27 pm) recaling an event.  I was walking on the sidewalk outside of George Pearson Centre.

I fell to the ground, I was hurt and could not move as my body was recovering from the trauma.  

One of Randy's dedicated nurses who was walking behind me about 100 feet away walked pass me without coming to my aid.  She just walked by.  

This nurse had the "union mentality" that  she did not have to help me as tit was not in her job description.  

I watched in confused amazement with my head still on the grass as she continued to walk to the entrance of the facility.  

 

 

 



24 December 2020 @ 3:47 am Christmas Eve Morning

 In my marathon of sleep caused by the shock of what the defendant litigators (respondents) just did forcing me into another court hearing, I woke up.  My teeth hurting with a pounding headache.  I seldom get headaches and this one is causing my vision to be blurred within my tears.  


Every time I go through one of these crises I always get flashbacks and this time it was back to the circumstances of my unjust banning so that I would not see my husband not even on his death bed.  


It was Christmas eve, and Randy was in Saint Paul's Hospital and was recovering extremely well.  We had discussions with the "team" at St. Paul's that Randy was not to be returned to George Pearson Centre as it was not safe for him there.  I was confident that Randy would remain at St. Paul's.  But I was wrong.  In the middle of the night St. Paul's transported him to George Pearson Centre.  To the very place that Randy did not want to be.  No one would tell me that this was going to happen.  He was just gone. The deception being realized.


At that time one of my concern was about the DNR that was imposed on Randy.  I was told that the DNR was suspended while at St. Paul's but once he went back to George Pearson Centre it could be reinstated.  When I argued with St. Paul's why did they send Randy back to George Pearson Centre, they said I had no proof that it was unsafe.  DNRs can be put on patients by the cruelty of stealth.     


What horror Randy experienced being forcibly moved from a place of sanctuary to that of purgatory.

Wednesday, December 23, 2020

They did not have to do it a week before Christmas. It is the lawyers who bring applications to the attention of the courts, not the other way round.

CA47158 S162196

I woke up trembling thinking about what you did.

First you did not have to insist on having the notice to dismiss heard when you knew new evidence would be forthcoming. 

You used the courts and also Justice Iye, an inexperienced judge, to be biased. 

And who are those who are paying for your fees:

The Vancouver Coastal Health Authority
The Public Guardian and Trustee
The Law Society
The Canadian Medical Protection Association

All this over what ... A nurse Ratchet saying that she would make sure that I would never see my husband, not even on his death bed.  And her threat came true.

Each of you are eroding the rule of law and the trust of the public ...,

Audrey Laferriere audreyjlaferriere@gmail.com

7:06 AM (1 hour ago)


to Joel, David, Murray, Cameron, SC, David, Adrian

 Joel Morris (CMPA)

Cameron Wong (Law Society)

David Bell (VCHA)

Murray Wolf  (Public Guardian and Trustee)

Thursday, December 17, 2020

17 December 2020 Dr. Richard Hay @ 5:39 am

 I woke up this morning thinking of Dr. Richard Haye.  He has an office one-half block away from Commerical and Broadway.  In litigation a defendant has to be served within one year of being served with papers.  He was able to avoid service for one year and two court orders. This cost me an incredible amount of wasted time adding to my trauma and expense. The thought of him doing so still annoys me. He is supposed to be a professional with powers granted him far above that of an ordinary citizen and yet he hide from a simple piece of paper.  He primarily works with the elderly and the disabled.  He was Randy's alternate doctor and he waited one hour December 26 2013 before he told staff at GPC to send Randy to VGH so he could be revived.  I remember when the ambulance came they were angry as to why it took so long for GPC to call them. .  Maybe there still is time. I threatened him that I would report him to the College because of his unprofessionalism in hiding from service but I did not. You would have thought that Dr. Haye was a criminal running from the police.  Maybe I should do it now.

He isn't the only party who tried to hide.  Another party was David Doig, my husband's lawyer.   A highly respected lawyer. Doig is worthy of public humiliation.

 

 

 

Wednesday, December 16, 2020

December 16 2020

 I woke up this morning very soaking wet being exhausted from thinking about Randy and the litigation.  I only started the litigation as I only wanted to see my husband and also Carolanne.  They did not have to bar me as both my husband and Carolanne as both had the right to associate with me.  I recently was told that there was a recent rect decision against the FHA that said that this cannot happen. I can't remember the case citation but when I do I will refer to it.  


Remember that the Pfizer vaccine is 94.1% effective that means 5.9% will still get infected; and Moderna is 95% effective that means 5% will still get infected. So we still have to mask, etc. And the vaccine may only last a few months. The only way to kill the virus is to seriously social distance so the virus has no human host to replicate.

Wednesday, December 9, 2020

They Make Patients Die Alone, And We Let Them | Two Doctors React Doctors are afraid of administrators

December 9 2020 Response to the demands for costs...

December 9, 2020, @4:10 am

After reading the emails from the defendant litigators yesteday demanding that I pay legal costs immediately I did what a PTSD victim does: avoidance, I went to sleep.  Shoot the messenger they did.  They did not have to use the word "immediately." I am beyond rage, I am numb.

I ask that they do not garnishee my old age pension cheque as that is the only income I have. And besides paying my rent, I need money to pay for a psychologist. 

The clients the defendant litigators act for are the Vancouver Coastal Health Authority (Dr. Peny Ballem, Adrian Dix), the Public Guardian and Trustee (Catherine Romanko, David Eby), lawyer David Doig, and Dr. James Dunne. 

 They are the ones who told the defendant litigators to demand IMMEDIATE payment




Thursday, November 26, 2020

November 26 2020, see November 25 2020

 See November 25 2020

November 26 2020 @ 6:18 am

I am sleeping excessively.  I wonder if that is part of PTSD.  Trying to sleep the disappointment away.  Like yesterday and the day before and the day before I awoke soaking wet with a feeling of dread about me.  They did it to my husband, they said he was incompetent when he wasn't so they controlled who he could see. Once you are deemed incompetent, any enduring of power is invalidated and the person becomes a ward of the state. So if you have an enduring power of attorney it means nothing. There is case law on this. When VCHA assessed him for competency, he would not talk to them, so he was deemed incapable.  And who did the assessment a speech therapist and a social worker.  Of course I did not know about this until after Randy died.  Randy was stubborn and if he did not like you he would not talk to you.  Of course they would chose minions as a real doctor would not put his name on such an abuse of freedom.  



Wednesday, November 25, 2020

25 Novewmbe 2020

 I feel asleep around 5:00 pm and just woke up soaking wet and thinking of the litigation, it should never have happened.  I was treated badly by GPC and I asked that an independent investigation be done.  Although the investigation was ordered by the chairman of the board I was told by Linda Rose that it would never happen, not over her dead body, and she reiterated Tanu saying that it would never happen not even on Randy's death bed.  

The worst instigator at the application was Morris who worked for the union of Canadian doctors who were suppose to make sure that their members acted fairly.  In fact that isn't want happens, the union does everything to continue the hateful barbaric practices of VCHA forcing their members to not tell the truth.  They do not lie they just say nothing.  I was told by Dr. Dunne that if it was up to him none of this would have happened.  However, later on he said I was a borderline crazy person.

I remember Joel Morris giving a talk to other lawyers on how to decimate witnesses.  All witnesses are to be treated as though they were liars deserving to be humiliated and found out.  Canadian law is not a US reality show designed for viewer ratings. He unfortunately is looked up to by newer lawyers as the way to achieve an unjust result.  All the defendant litigators did not attempt to negotiate with me, their job was to demoralize me and then go to Whistler on a retreat and rejoice in their conquest.  

What started the litigation was me wanting to see my husband who was dying on his death bed and the CEO of VCHA refused to let me see him not even for a two minutes a day to assure my husband that I had not abandoned him.  It was the CEO not someone from Risk Management who ordered this. It was cruel and unnecessary. This behavior forced my husband to want to die thus hastening his death.

November 26 2020 @ 6:18 am

I am sleeping excessively.  I wonder if that is part of PTSD.  Trying to sleep the disappointment away.  Like yesterday and the day before and the day before I awoke soaking wet with a feeling of dread about me.  I received an email from a lawyer yesterday and he ends it BE SAFE.  Be safe from what I replied. He never answered.  Is it code that VCHA is going to come and take me away.  They did it to my husband, they said he was incompetent when he wasn't so they controlled who he could see. Once you are deemed incompetent, any enduring of power is invalidated and the person becomes a ward of the state. So if you have an enduring power of attorney it means nothing. There is case law on this. When VCHA assessed him for competency, he would not talk to them, so he was deemed incapable.  And who did the assessment a speech therapist and a social worker.  Of course I did not know about this until after Randy died.  Randy was stubborn and if he did not like you he would not talk to you.  Of course they would chose minions as a real doctor would not put his name on such a abuse of freedom.

I still am tired and I need more sleep.

 

  





Tuesday, November 24, 2020

Marathon of Sleep November 24 2020 @ 3:07 am

In my marathon of sleep I woke up with my teeth hurting, soaking wet, but with a clear head questioning why did Vancouver Coastal Health not accept my diagnosis of PTSD.  I was not capable of doing the complex litigation because I was unwell but they refused the diagnosis of my doctors rather leaving it to the court who is not a physician.  I asked VCHA that I be assessed by one of their doctors but they refused.  The litigation was not about a white collar crime, it was about the tortuous ways the health authorities psychologically treat patients and family members. And the last phase was during the pandemic which deeply distracted me as I am in the high risk group.  It wasn't the courts who treated me badly it was VCHA.  The courts just did what they were obliged to do. It was VCHA who told their lawyers to bring on the application.The court does not bring on an application unless a party asks for it.  I thought that went out with the Nuremberg trials: the lawyers were just following the orders of VCHA. Each party to the litigation networked dictated by VCHA to discredit and demoralize me.  For the "fatherland." The VCHA used me to send a message that no one is allowed to complaint about treatment given to patients within their hospitals: a reverse SLAPP suit. 

 



Monday, November 23, 2020

November 23 2020

 November 23 2020 at 1:42 am.  My vision of what happened woke me as it someone was violently shaking me to wake.  I am soaking we wet and shaking.  Wanting to sleep is forcing me to go to sleep again. I have no rage, just regret.


Saturday, November 21, 2020

The Past Twelve Hours

My body has been forcing me to sleep as I was so exhausted I could not stay awake.  During these past hours I awoke three times and each time I was in terror and shaking and crying..  I still cannot believe what happened this Friday past, a week ago, I never thought that what happened would happen.  My  PTSD will never leave me... I was constantly being beat up over and over and over again.  I reached out and there was no one to help me.  

 

It is now November 21 2020 at 11:20 am.  Another short period of sleep, another awaking to construction noise with my mind racing to the negative experiences of the litigation.  We live in barbaric times.

 

November 21 2020 at 4:39 pm.  I woke up again, after another short period of sleep.  This time I was nauseated and had a slight chest pain I could not move. The nauseating is very distracting.  I feel so alone and I do not want to communciate with anyone. 

 

November 22 2020 @ 3:22 am woke up feeling exhausted but with no thoughts.  Still fatigued and need to sleep again.

 

November 22 3020 @3:34 pm.  Was awake a bit earlier, made a cup of tea, and before I could drink it all, feel asleep again.  I am not thinking about anything.  Want to sleep again.


 

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From AP Nov 18 2020

And to think I am 75 years old.

 see below

When COVID-19 tore through Donald Wallace’s nursing home, he was one of the lucky few to avoid infection.

He died a horrible death anyway.

Hale and happy before the pandemic, the 75-year-old retired Alabama truck driver became so malnourished and dehydrated that he dropped to 98 pounds and looked to his son like he’d been in a concentration camp. Septic shock suggested an untreated urinary infection, E. coli in his body from his own feces hinted at poor hygiene, and aspiration pneumonia indicated Wallace, who needed help with meals, had likely choked on his food.

“He couldn’t even hold his head up straight because he had gotten so weak,” said his son, Kevin Amerson. “They stopped taking care of him. They abandoned him.”

 

 

 




Sunday, November 15, 2020

From my blog in 2018 August 19


Sunday, August 19, 2018

From an Ontario case.  Not mine. Over one hundred Ontario lawyers refused to represent me even as they acknowledged the veracity and power of my evidence. Many told me that while they personally sympathized with my situation facing injustice and corruption, they feared backlash and opprobrium from the profession if they harmed or even challenged the involved senior lawyers and their large Bay Street law firms.

Substitute Ontario Lawyers with the lawyers who represent the VCHA and the PGT.  I have been searching for eight years to get a lawyer. Why should it have been so difficult.  Not one of them offered to read my story (or read my blog) or read my amateur pleadings. But these lawyers sure knew how to advise VCHA on how to make a fake case against we.  They even got the police involved, unknown visitors, unknown experts, unknown patients, unknown staff, evidence based on gossip.  Believe it, gossip is now considered truth in a court of law.

It was about the hastening of my husband's death and they all believed my husband's life had no quality of life and they all had to help him kill himself.  It was in Randy's best interest.

When did doctors become devils..... the evil created by the medical industrial complex.  We do not have to worry about hidden agenda of hidden weapons of mass destruction only whispers of death from those you are suppose to trust.   From the first day I spoke to a social worker in 2010 I was told that I should just sign off and let the PGT look after Randy.  Another nurse told me not to push for agressive treatment.  And then there is Ro who told me that everyone at GPC has a DNR on them and them (the residents) not even knowing what a DNR was. And she believed that Randy had no quality of life.  So she made sure that my access to him was limited to ensure that he had no reason to live.  Up to April 4 2014 when Randy was admitted to VCH I always had full access to him at VGH but she Ro phoned Emergency and prevented me from seeing him.  She knew Randy was dying and wanted to make sure that he did die and die alone.

I would not abandon my husband so they made sure that they did it for me.  It was not in the best interest of my husband to live so I had to be punished/banned (2014) for life from all VCHA premises so that I would never see him again, not even on his death bed. And this came to pass.

Like Nurse Ratchet said to me, that I could not do anything to her as she was a civil servant.  The rest of them are protected by the Canadian Medical Protection Association.  The CMPA is not  an insurance company, it is a union, with tons of money and very little ethics.  No member no matter how bad he is has even be disfellowed. He has insurance for life no matter what harm he does.  So he has nothing to worry about.  And to add insult to injury it is the tax payer who pays the union dues on behalf of the physicians.Unlike the US where the physicians have to pay their own insurance premiums.

And I am still angry over my wanting to know from David Bell, partner in Guild Yule, what did I do and his response was "I knew what I did."  I said no, tell me what I did.  HE REFUSED.  So he created this expensive litigation which will eventually embarrass the government over what.  I have no idea.  I would still like to know why they wanted me to be escorted to the toilet when I was visiting Randy.  I use DEPENDS so I never had to use their toilet.  What did I do wrong.  Lawyers are not allowed to create litigation to satisfy the whim of risk management.  And then there is Dr. Dunn, Dr. Roberts and Dr. Hay who hide from being serviced with a Notice of Civil Claim.  These are professionals hiding from due process.  The College of Physicians and Surgeons should fine them $100,000 each for not respecting the law.  Physicians are given incredible amount of power and they abuse it.

Saturday, November 14, 2020

November 14 2020

 

 

I just awoke shaking in anxiety.  It is so painful that all I want to do is forget.  Who would take a near 80 year old woman seriously, I must be delusional.  10:30 am

 

 


Friday, November 13, 2020

.12 November 2020

It has been a week since November 6 2020 and although I tried to distract from what happened the horror is arriving.  I just woke up more soaking wet than usual feeling nauseous and anxious.  There is something terribly wrong with the legal process when it forces you to become so terribly demoralized and stressed so your body cannot cope with the stress.  One of my doctors this spring said that I was going to die from the stress and when I mentioned this possibility those involved, they just ignored me, .  

Power corrupts and the absolute power of VCHA corrupts absolutely.  How did we get to the situation that physicians are afraid to say anything.  They are suppose to be independent yet they are complicit to the harm inflicted because of coercion from VCHA..  Confidentially does nothing except diminish democracy by censorship. 

 Now I am freezing cold and I will get into a sleeping blanket to get warm and I will fall asleep.


 

Sunday, November 8, 2020

6 November 2020 court hearing

At the conclusion of the 6 November 2020 Supreme Court hearing, I asked one of the lawyer who spoke at the hearing what his name was.  He refused to tell me. So much for truth, transparency and co-operation of the legal profession.


Sunday, November 1, 2020

1 November 2020 BCSC S162916

 

 

A lawsuit is often the signal to an institution that the time has come for systemic change.


We cannot let a moment of outrage be forgotten.  The voice has to continue. 


I will never forget Carolanne and VCHA threatening her that she cannot see me because I would get into trouble.  I do not know if Carolanne is dead or alive as Mr. Bell said he cannot tell me.  Mr. Bell was the lawyer for VCHA when I applied for a court order to see Carolanne.

 

 

Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Email dated December 12 2012

 to Clay Adams@vch.ca

Things are getting worse.  Randy was alledgedly talked into a DNR Order and I tried to negate it.  Dr. Dunn refused to do so.  Ro said Randy can't just keeping his mind whenever he wants.  I thought the policy of VCH is you can change your mind.  Is that why so many people are dying at GPC because they alledgedly agreed to DNR Order which they did not understand.  

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Advice given to me:  HE IS DEAD.  MOVE ON.

Sunday, September 6, 2020

COVID-19

I have been distracted by COVID-19.  It is a very scary disease.  It can or does attack every organ in your body and leaves blood clots.  The only way to eradicate the virus is to do the masking, social distancing thing. The virus will not be able to find a HOST to replicate. No vaccine necessary. 

Redfield said that this can be done in four-six weeks.  This is a simple solution 


Writing in the Harvard Business Review in mid-June, two Harvard Medical School physicians and two other health and policy experts explained that N95 masks “would give people control over their own safety, a greater incentive to wear them, and the confidence to resume economically important activities. If worn widely enough in crowded and indoor settings where most transmission seems to occur, these masks could potentially stop the epidemic altogether.”

 

In a July opinion piece in USA Today, two intensive-care specialists put it this way: “How should individuals protect themselves from infection in areas where near universal indoor mask use is not the norm? In such a situation, the best option is to wear an N95.”

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Western Australia has had no community spread of the SARS-CoV-2 virus for five months. A few clusters but contained. Still using social distancing but masks not common. Dr. John Campbell (UK) (22/9/20) YouTube. 

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SARS-CoV-2 is not simply a disease of the resp;iratory tract.  It is not another flu virus.  The virus has the potential to infect every organ system in the body,  Dr. Iris Gorfinkel (vaccine researcher in Toronto)  globalnews.ca/news (22/9/20)

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I keep thinking that there is something we are not being told about SARS-CoV-2 because of the nonsense of the lockdowns.  It maybe what Trump said in February to Woodward that it is a dangerous/deadly disease (I can't remember the exact wording).  I want to know why it is so dangerous/deadly, being sick for a few days with a flu-like disease isn't too much of a price to pay for normalcy.  So what is it that they know and we don't.  (25/9/20)

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  • masking can lower viral dose by 75%
  • social distance inside and out
  • CDC said virus can travel more than six feet
  • aerosols can stay in air for three hours
  • outdoors more than indoors
  • keep windows open
  • avoid crowds
  • keep viral dose low
  • infectious person
  • wash hands
  • no loud talk/singing
  • no heavy breathing
  • humidify indoors
  • droplets or dust carry virus
  • mild form can create immunity
  • cost $1.3 trillion 
  • 50% of US GNP to industrial medical complex
  • clustering of virus
  • the virus is surrounded by a oil that can be dissolved with soap/disinfectant that kills the virus
  • the sun kills the virus
  • the virus can stay on surfaces for up to four days
  • CDC said to allow herd immunity is unethical
  • Virus can stay on skin for nine hours
  • Mouthwash and C-19 (Washinton Post)

 


 


Sunday, August 23, 2020

Chilling effect









If my case is dismssed I will not have any credibility as the defendants will say that the courts dismissed her case and of course they will not explain that it was over a technicality.  They will pay hundreds of thousands of dollars to lawyers for the right to say this.

The health authority does not want any bad publicity and having my case dismissed is saying that a third party (the courts) found my claim not to be worth the time of the court to review the evidence.  A technicality is preventing this.  We can start with VCHA and the fact that they did not send me its list of emails.  They want the case dismissed before they have to produce them.  David Bell said something about relevancy and none of them are relevant. He is the lawyer for VCHA and of course everything can be seened as being being irrelevant to protect his client   However a judge told me that since I am a self-representative that I have to produce everything as I would not know what is relevant or not. But since Mr. Bell is a lawyer and an officer of the court he knows what is relevant.  There is no fairness in that. 

Saturday, August 8, 2020

August 8, 2020


It is 3:23 am.  I just woke up soaking wet thinking of the impossibility of I doing this litigation on my own.  We have been duped into believing that we have access to justice.  Our system is that if a lawyer will not accept your case he can not be forced to do so.  The same goes for medical legal reports: experts do not have to do them.  It has nothing to do with money, they just will not do them.  It is just too much work and their reputations depend on what they might say in court.  

Friday, August 7, 2020

7 August 2020

I just woke up again.  I do not sleep well.  I am not soaking well, but I freezing cold.  I do not know why.  I have tears as I think back to VCHA refusing to let me see Randy at his bedside when they knew he was dying.  I had to get a court order to see him but by then it was too late.  He was unresponsive and I remember when I went to the ICU they would not let me see him and I had to wait over two hours outside while someone verified the court order.  It was surreal.  I still have not been given the egregious reason why I was banned from seeing my husband. Saying that the staff was afraid is so lame. No proof has been given to me to say who, when, how or why they were afraid of me. VCHA method of handling those that love patients under their care is to ban then.  I was told by a RN that it happens all the time,  I remember being told that it was a decision of the team that I be restricted from visiting Randy at his bedside, during the months after, I would ask members of the team and was told that they did not know I was banned.  So who made this decision and then lie that it was the decision of the team.  Who oversees these decisions.  If I was a member of the team I would be furious that some corporate person would be saying these things for them. I remember talking to one of the nurses that I was banned because staff was afraid of me.  She could not believe it.  She said that I and Randy were the easist to get along with considering the demands of other patients and their families.  What did I do that was so terrible that security had to follow me to the toilet and publish and distribute a picture (a picture like a wanted criminal picture) to everyone saying that to be careful of me. I can't remember what was said but I do have a picture of it.  Who did this .My fingers are so cold I can't type any more.



Tuesday, August 4, 2020

4 August 2020


I just awoke soaking wet thinking of the litigation.  I am not sure but I think I have been duped by Morris into agreeing to something that I did not know I was agreeing to.  I do not know if it is worth me going into it further or not.  It is a repeat of what he and the other defendant lawyers have been doing from the beginning of the litigation, getting the court to do what they want rather than trying to accommodate me. GO DIRECTLY TO  JAIL. They are all rather clever. They are using the courts to inflict an injustice upon me and by extension the public. They are all contemptible.

Thursday, July 30, 2020

Email December 12 2013.



The wording of email 60947 says:

2012-12-12
Things are getting worse.  Randy was allegedly talked into a DNR Order and I tried to negate it. Dr. Dunn refused to do so.  Ro said Randy can't just keep changing his mind whenever he wants.  I thought the policy of VCH is you can change your mind.  Is that why so many people are dying at GPC because they alledgedly agreed to DNR Orders which they did not understand.

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

28 July 2020 Randy Michael Walker and his torture by phone

Months prior to Randy's death I had a landline phone installed so that I could talk to him, as he could not talk to me.  At first one of the nurses would put the phone on Randy's pillow so he could hear my voice.  After awhile I noticed that no nurse would do this accommodation.

So I got word to Randy that I would phone him each day and let the phone ring twice so he knew I was thinking of him.  I subsequently was told that the nurses turned off the phone so it would not ring.  I am sure Randy was disappointed.  I only let it ring two times so he knew it was me. For the three years Randy was there I paid $50.00 a month for the phone and hardly got to talk to him. 

Everytime I think of that I cannot forgive George Pearson Centre for doing that.  They won't let the phone ring : they shut off the ringer.  The direction came from the head nurse Tanu who told me that she could arrange that I never see Randy not even on his death bed.

I was told that Tanu is no longer at George Pearson Centre, since she is to be called as a witness as to what happened, can someone tell me where she is.  VCHA won't tell me where she is:  if it was a criminal case the lawyer and VCHA would be charged with obstruction of justice.

adrian.dix.mla@leg.bc.ca
audreyjlaferriere@gmail.com


Saturday, July 25, 2020

Why was Randy imprisoned in VGH when he did not want to be there.

I want to know why was Randy imprisoned in GPC when he did not want to be imprisoned there.

This must be why the legal tribe is using the courts to cover up VGHA's illegal imprisonment of Randy.  Ostrow won't even give me two minutes a day to go and see Randy at GPC so I could tell Randy that I was trying my best to fix things.


And I also want to know why Doig who knew Randy wanted to be with me would not give Randy his money.  There was enough money that I could have hired someone to help me to look after Randy.  Since Randy was dying anyways the money would have lasted until then.  And to add insult to injury Doig contested the validity of Randy's Will.  

They put a comfort care order on Randy which meant that VGH was not going to treat him any more. A comfort care order usually means that the patient is going to be starved to death with the help of morphine. The decision for this Order came from Ostrow not Dr. Dunn. Such orders do not have to be approved by a patient. This is a dirty little secret that the public is not aware of. 


Because of the COVID-19 lockdown I am revisitng (having flashbacks) what happened and questioning why.

About a week ago I was watching the fired AG of the USA say that when he signed off on something he signed it as he just assumed that some low paid official did his job.  Is this the cause of so much injustice in our health care system.




July 27 2020 5:22 am


I awoke soaking wet with a headache.  I seldom get headaches but this one hits that I can't get up. I hope I can sleep again so the pain will go away. 


Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Anything that can potentially help ... (i.e. wearing a mask) 1:44 min




Blogger seems to have changed hope this works

Something else to annoy me .. blogger is changing its face... can't anything remain the same.


July 21 2020 - court hearing by phone


I had a bad night as I could not sleep as I had to be at a telephone conference hearing with the supreme court of British Columbia this morning to get a date for the hearing for my case to be dismissed by Dr. Dunn.

I still do not understand why Dr. Dunn cannot just tell the truth and say that he was coerced to put a DNR/DNT/CCO on my husband.  On November 18th I asked him to remove the Order and he refused.  He said it was not his decision.  If it was not his decision, then whose decision was it.  It was his signature on the Order, no one elses. 

When I brought this to the attention to the college of physicians and surgeons, it said Dr. Dunn did nothing wrong.  And no discussion was made that the decision came from somewhere else.  The college also said that my husband was too sick to approve of him wanting to hasten his death.  If I did not call 911 that night, my husband would have died.  Apparently, attempted murder is something that the college does not deal with. 

I slept all day and I am still tired.  This litigation is unfair as it is not an even playing field.  It is a forum designed so that self-litigants remain in a constant state of traumatic stress.  To become a lawyer takes nine years then years of experience to be competent, and yet the rules of court say a self-litigant can litigate without this education or experience.  This reasoning is bizarre. 




Saturday, July 18, 2020

18 July 2020

I still do not understand why the medical establishment is forcing this issue.  Maybe it has something to do with the Carolyn Strom case. Since I am not a nurse, they can't shut me up so they will keep me in a PTSD state until I die. A chill telling the general public not to complain as they might suffer the same.

After an investigation, an SRNA disciplinary committee found Strom guilty of professional misconduct. It said Strom’s comments violated the Registered Nurses’ Act by harming the reputation of nursing staff at the facility and undermining the public’s confidence in the staff.


Friday, July 17, 2020

17 July 2020


During one of my interactions with the "tribe" I was told that they were going to "doubledown" on me. I did not understand what that meant and later when I looked up the definition, I said to myself why would they want to do that.  I concluded that it was Ostrow as it was he who would not even let me see Randy for two minutes just to assure Randy that I had not abandoned him. Lawyers are only employees who do what they are told and they were feeling the pressure of their masters not to do the right thing but rather to use psychological terror on me. 

I am hoping to get my old computer back today so that I can start downloading the emails that were frozen in it.  I am not looking forward to it as it will cause me memory grief.  I was told by a master that I would have to download everything as I would not know what was relevant or not as I was not a lawyer. 


Tuesday, July 14, 2020

1/3 of all deaths are caused by medical errors

The statistic that one-third of all deaths are caused by medical errors has been normalized for decades and yet there are no groups trying to reduce it.

Monday, July 13, 2020

Joel Morris July 13 2020

My email to Scheduling re Joel Morris.

I asked Joel why would it take two hours to set up a phone call to determine a date for a hearing.  This is how he works.  He never answers a question.  He uses a sound bite to make me appear difficult.  He said that I would not send him a time for my availability.  I only asked him why would it take two hours.  His behavioir should be noted and reported.  This court conference was not necessary I find his "professionalism" lacking. 

Joel and his vague insturctions

Asking for two hours and all the paperwork involved and the time of a justice seems ridiculous to arrange a phone call.  You have no respect for the court process, only to increase costs.  Your client is guilty and this matter should have been solved a long time ago.  Dr. Dunne thinks his bahavior will be forgotten because he is under the misbelief that his behavior will be forgottenj by the stroke of a pen. Your client hastened the death of my husband and caused me great harm which he should own up to and be accountable.  And to think this whole telephone schedule  scenario was arranged by the supreme court of british columbia on a SUNDAY.

And I want to know why although it is good knowledgment that 1/3 of all medical deaths are because of medical errors  why are those responsible never prosecuted. We need docors but we as a country are willing to allow doctors to kill 1/3 of all patients so the rest of us are saved.  Good.Doctors get jaded after awhile and they they slowly become corrupt.

Audrey Laferriere audreyjlaferriere@gmail.com

12:29 PM (11 minutes ago)


to Joel

I want to know why it would take two hours to schedule a telephone conversation less Joel is up to something to enrage Justice Ilyer so that she will dismiss the case.

Audrey Laferriere audreyjlaferriere@gmail.com

1:10 PM (7 minutes ago)


to SC,
 

Friday, July 10, 2020

Joel Morris July 10 2020

I told Joel Morris that I was not available to be at court on October the 15th or 16th of October 2020 so what does the cry baby do, he writes to Scheduling.  He does not ask me when I will be available.  I suspect he is trying to move up the application just to be what he is: Caligula.  He is an immature journalist lawyer using "sound bites" to convince that I have no respect for the law.  Lawyers make arrangements among themselves without going to court for a decision on a minor thing. I am not a lawyer so he can be as mean as he wants.  This application was not necessary. But he knows I am afraid of courts so he does this.  It was only to anger me and for Joel to further his education on how to psychologically terrorize parties. This is no rush for this application to be heard.  But he is going to make a point.  

Who does Joel Morris works for.  He works for the most powerful institution in Canada.  It is the Canadian Medical Protection Association.  It isn't an insurance company it is a UNION wherein their management and members act like the mafia. They are worse than the BC College of Physicians and Surgeons. They take no prisoners.  And who pays for each member of this mafia, it is the provincial governments. The taxpayer.  It is perverse. Each member is protected no matter how bad they are and the provincial government sanctions their behavior by paying for it. If you sue a physician they lose no money or sleep over yet.  I am surprised that no one has taken them to task yet.  No one schould have such a monopoly which only results in corruption.  We are living in a totalitarian regime and we do not know it. Believe it, medicine is more powerful than Bay Street and real estate. And we are in the dark.  No accountability; no nothing.  Even the physicians knowing that noting will happen to them become corrupt.  

To Scheduling,

The parties have been unable to get this application scheduled for hearing.

Can you please provide dates for the parties to appear before Madam Justice Iyer for 30 minutes between 9:00am-10:00am to seek directions regarding this application.

Thank you,



Joel



Joel Morris
Partner| Harper Grey LLP

3200 – 650 West Georgia Street

Vancouver, British Columbia V6B 4P7
T  604.895.2887 | F  604.669.9385

Joel Morris

3:50 PM (2 hours ago)


to me, SC, djb@guildyule.com, mwolf@mclartywolf.com, cnw@whclaw.ca







Monday, July 6, 2020

Why They Don't Trust Us | Healthcare Professionals & Conspiracy Theories





This video is true in Canada as well.  Doctors are killing our justice system as they are circumventing the truth. How can doctors allow themselves to gaslight patients and their families and lawyers are aware of what they are doing.  It is not only the medical system that is broken it is also the justice system.  How can they leave a patient in the middle of the ocean when he cannot swim.  Are they all swine or are they psychopaths.  One doctor tried to help me and VCHA/the College took away his hospital privileges. Nurses told me that they could not complain, it would be up to me.  How could I.  I am not a medical person. I am old and I have at the most two hours of energy a day.  Although 1/3 of all deaths are due to medical errors, no one is demonstrating on the streets. 


I have never heard of one doctor speak like Dr. Damania who speaks out as to what is wrong with the dysfunctional medical system.  One-third of all medical deaths are caused by errors and yet no one is organizing protests/demonstrations to point this out.  Patients and their families are afraid as they might be punished by doctors if they or one of their family gets sick.  The fear is REAL.

I was able to locate his email address so if you want to rant you can without being on YouTube or Facebook.  zubin@turntablehealth.com




Saturday, July 4, 2020

July 4 2020

It is starting again.  Sleeping twenty hours at a time and waking up freezing cold and soaking wet.  It is so annoying. 


Monday, June 29, 2020

I am going to make this easy

Through my sojourn with VCHA I never knew where letters should be sent to because no one answered any of them.  So there is no one so I will have to be the recipient.  If any of you has been unhappy with health care in Vancouver (or anywhere else) sent me a contact address.  You need not write up your story now as VCHA does not care what horrific treatment you received.  They will downplay it and it will be forgotten. At best you might be sent a robotic letter from VCHA.  Or else they will gaslight you and convince you that it is all in your mind. We need cameras in all hospital-like setting. 

The only thing that matters is numbers.  If I get thousands and thousands, I can then do something with the numbers.  I will not use your addresses unless in the future it would be necessary and then I will contact you personally.  My contact addresses are at the top of the blog face page. 

Sunday, June 28, 2020

Problems with my computer

I am always having problem with my computers.  Now this one is acting up and the audio is not consistent.  When I open up a file it is loud and then after two or three seconds it goes down to barely hearable.  What now another day of my life trying to find someone to help me fix it or maybe I need to buy another computer.

I finally was able to get my computer.  The technician said it was a serious virus.  It cost me $300.  At all costs avoid NORTON and AV. (July 3 2020)


28 June 2020 @ 1:22 pm


Every time I think about what happened to Randy because our medical system is coercing/torturing patients to die, I find it hard to sleep and then finally when I wake like at this hour I am soaking wet and shaking.

VCHA even tells its people how to deal with complaints.  It was and still is on YouTube and I was told by a medical advocate that all lawyers know of this directive. And a wife has no rights.

Delay, Deny, Divide patient from family and convince the patient that it is the best that the institution will be his home for life, Discredit, and Demoralize.  The directive made no mention of the sixth D being Death. This is the state of our health system and has been for a long long time.

And I am living proof of it.  You do not even have to complain, all you need is one staff who wants to be a member of the upper inner circle and she demonstrates that she will follow the veiled instructions of management. To do so a false blame citing inappropriate behavior is created by her and inner-office memos abound so a false narrative quickly becomes the narrative of truth. No one asks what was so awful.

Management uses algorithms to calculate when a patient should not be treated.  The CEO of VCHA is an industrial engineer and I suspect believes in the utility of the dollar. Just ask the nurses on the floor. Even before COVID they had to resort to using equipment designed as single-use and use them for a week or more. Mary, the CEO, was playing a dangerous game.  No wonder Randy was always getting infections. At one time everyone at George Pearson Centre was dying from pneumonia. 

What happened to Randy and me was calculated and I could not see it at that time.

And I can still hear Dr. Dunne tell me that if it was up to him he would not ban anyone and that it wasn't his decision to put a DNR/CCO/DNT on my husband.

The system is so bad I do not even know who to complain to. Maybe there is no one.

Saturday, June 27, 2020

No Quality of Life and the State took over ...

Much like what happened to me.  The doctors decided Randy had no quality of life and he had to die.  In order to do this, VCHA had to create evidence against me so any rights I might have would be forfeited and to do that the PGT had to take away my enduring power of attorney and representation agreement from me.  They used stealth methods to demoralize and discredit me.  The proof they created would not stand up in a court of law so VCHA is intent upon having the litigation dismissed over a technicality. I was accused by a QC that I had no respect for the law when in truth it is lawyers who have no respect for the law. Why did it take me so long to see this. It is all about the law.

Quadriplegic COVID-19 Patient Starved by Texas Doctor because of his Disability

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Reading Time: 2 minutes Michael Hickson, a 46-year-old COVID-19 patient, was starved and left without adequate treatment for his illnesses at St. David’s South Austin Medical Center. His wife, Melissa, says the hospital refused to treat his illnesses because of his disability.
Michael Hickson became quadriplegic due to receiving CPR after he went into sudden cardiac arrest while driving Melissa to work in May 2017. Melissa and their five children stayed by Michael’s side throughout his recovery. He landed back in the hospital in 2020 after contracting COVID-19 and pneumonia from a staff member at his nursing home.
Michael was conscious and alert but could not communicate verbally. He responded to jokes, shook his head, and puckered his lips on a FaceTime call when Melissa requested a kiss. Melissa asked if she could pray with her husband and their children, to which he nodded “yes.” But the doctor soon told Melissa her husband would be placed in hospice against her will. In a recorded conversation, the St. David’s doctor told Melissa her husband would not receive treatment because of his disability, despite her wishes.
St. David’s doctor: “So as of right now, his quality of life – he doesn’t have much of one.”
Melissa: “What do you mean? Because he’s paralyzed with a brain injury he doesn’t have quality of life?”
St. David’s doctor: “Correct.”


While Michael’s wife and another family member were litigating in court who would be Michael’s permanent guardian, a judge named an Austin-area organization called Family Eldercare as temporary guardian over Michael. Family Eldercare granted the doctor’s orders to not treat Michael and instead place him in hospice. Alarmingly, the doctor reiterated the scary reality that she had zero say in whether her husband lived or died. The doctor told Melissa, “but at this point, we are going to do what we feel is best for him along with the state and this is what we decided… this is the decision between the medical community and the state.”
Michael was left without food or treatment for six days despite Melissa’s will to save her husband. He passed away from the untreated illnesses on June 11, 2020.
Now, Melissa and her children grieve their beloved husband and dad. Melissa stated, “I’m struggling to understand how and why this could ever happen. I lost my best friend, my better half, the other half of my heart.” She continued:

I was stripped of my rights as a wife, and left helplessly watching my husband be executed. I now have no husband, a widow at 47. My children left with no father to celebrate Father’s Day. All taken away from us. I have no other words to express how I feel today except hurt, angry, and frustrated.

Friday, June 19, 2020

19 June 2020



I knew there was something wrong these past few days. I have a split lip with an infection.  So my body must have some kind of infection within it. The area around the cut is hard.  I hope that a fever does not develop.

There seems to be something wrong with my computer.  I tried to arrange to have a technician look at it.  They all said that I would have to leave the computer and it would take up to two weeks before they could look at it.  I think it must be a computer virus as it is getting forever to connect properly and pages are overlapping or disappearing. Norton is installed in my computer. I will have to resort to Canada Post for communicating Before if I had a problem I could go to the library and use one of theirs but all the libraries are now closed.   I sometimes wonder if it is possible to go through one day without a problem.

Death by a thousand cuts ...

 
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Wednesday, June 17, 2020

New York passed a law (June 17 2020) saying that hospitals cannot fire nurses for speaking out.

Finally after one week, I am getting over my anxiety from last week. But I am still exhausted and tired.  I hate feeling this way. 

Monday, June 15, 2020

Why They Don't Trust Us | Healthcare Professionals & Conspiracy Theories




This video has to be viewed.  ZdoggMD is a physician and has a platform which mirrors my ideas as to what is wrong with the health care system and that is that the system has to be made accountable and physicians have to take back their power.  Physicians should not be dictated to by risk management.
Page · Medical & Health · ZDoggMD · 1M like this


Dr. Dunne saying that if it was up to him he would never ban anyone and it wasn't his decision to place a DNR/DNT/CCO Order on my husband. Who was telling him what to do. Physicians have to take back their power.






Sunday, June 14, 2020

14 June 2929 @8:40 am

After my last post, I decided not to continue with my stress-induced health problems but I have changed my mind for this moment as I have just woken up crying and am totally soaking wet that I can rub water off my skin.  I need to change my depends and take a shower.... 


Saturday, June 13, 2020

13 June 2020 @ 12.17 pm @5:52 pm


@ 12,17 am The cold of my living space woke me up.  I am freezing cold and shivering.  My body is still wanting to sleep. My eyes are wanting to close.  I am covering myself with additional blankets so I can get warm again and fall asleep. When next I wake I hope to have some energy.  This is what happens each time the tribe does things in this unequal field. I want the hurt in my teeth to go away.

@5:52 pm  I just woke up and I am soaking wet. My hands are wet as they attempt to slide over the keyboard. Nothing gets done again.

This is what happens each time I have to deal with the tribe.  It takes me days to get over when I get an email from the tribe.

No one should be allowed to go to court without a lawyer. And there is no method to force a lawyer to act for you.  Through the decades the process has become more and more complex and the judiciary more and more inflexible.

 On Monday I am going to repeat the purpose of a lawyer as per the law society.  At the moment I can't bear to fact check it but I assure you what they do and what they are supposed to do are polar opposites.

My eyelids can't stay open and I am freezing cold again.


@10:45 pm  I woke again.  Hot and soaking wet.  My mind is blacnk.  I want to sleep again.




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