When a lawyer in an estate says when he refuses to challenge a administrator who has conflicts by saying such conflicts will be decided at the passing of accounts, this to me is a perversion of justice. Justice is delayed and full Justice will be denied. The value of the justice will be lessened when a lawyer in an estate refuses to challenge an administrator who has conflicts of interest, stating that such conflicts will be addressed during the passing of accounts. I consider this a perversion of justice. Delaying justice only serves to erode its value. As a result, the administrator gains more than the other beneficiaries, while the lawyers profit from postponing their involvement until the passing of accounts, ensuring a quick return on their minimal investment. This situation is corrupt. Often, the beneficiaries may not even be aware that the administrator has conflicts of interest, and the estate is entitled to reimbursement for self-dealing, such as using estate resources for a trip to Las Vegas. The administrator benefits more than the other beneficiaries, and the lawyers benefit by delaying most of their work until the passing of accounts, which assures them a fast profit on their minimal investment. It is corrupt. For the most part, the beneficiaries might not even know that the administrator has conflicts and the estate is entitled to be reimbursed for self-dealing, for example, using an estate vehicle for a trip to Las Vegas.
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That makes no sense.
How I see the system
from a prisoner:
“But that makes no sense,” I wanted to say, but didn’t. After my time in the system I no longer expected anything to make sense."
Wednesday, December 9, 2020
December 9 2020 Response to the demands for costs...
December 9, 2020, @4:10 am
After reading the emails from the defendant litigators yesteday demanding that I pay legal costs immediately I did what a PTSD victim does: avoidance, I went to sleep. Shoot the messenger they did. They did not have to use the word "immediately." I am beyond rage, I am numb.
I ask that they do not garnishee my old age pension cheque as that is the only income I have. And besides paying my rent, I need money to pay for a psychologist.
The clients the defendant litigators act for are the Vancouver Coastal Health Authority (Dr. Peny Ballem, Adrian Dix), the Public Guardian and Trustee (Catherine Romanko, David Eby), lawyer David Doig, and Dr. James Dunne.
They are the ones who told the defendant litigators to demand IMMEDIATE payment
Thursday, May 23, 2019
23 May 2019 Did they hasten Randy's death because he was chronic or because I was friendly.
The CMPA will do anything to prevent class actions against their guild members. The CMPA could be best described as a union. They behave like thugs. The CMPA is not an isurance company but they pay for lawyering of all physicians. Membership fees are paid on behalf of each physician by the provincial government. In the US physicians are careful because if they screw up their insurance goes up or the insurer will refuse to pay future claims. But this does not happen in Canada. Physicians can make as many mistakes as they want as the guild (their brothers) looks after them.
This whole thing should not have happened.When this started (I thought) I was being friendly and an advocate for my husband and the next thing I am having my hours restricted to seeing my husband at GPC.
As years went by I was being bullied as I did not know what they were going to do next. Even now I shake thinking about it. I was once accused of stealing orchids from the grounds. They phoned the cops. I was always glad when Randy had to go to VGH because then I could visit him whenever I wanted and he was better cared for than at GPC.
In 2013 Randy had one too many admissions to VGH and it was decided that Randy was chronic and he should not live any more. They rationed his treatment and also reported me to the PGT that I was not a fit person to be my husband's health care representative. They arranged that Randy be declared incompetent and got an order signed by the mental health designate who works for VCHA to revoke my power of attorney and VCHA refused to abide by my husband's representation agreement even though they had no court order to do so. As soon as they would get a court order then the PGT would become committee of his person and it would agree with VCHA that it would be in the best interest of Randy that his death be hastened. Randy was being sentenced to death and Randy knew it. He was afraid. How is it possible that they can do it to him.
On January 23 2014 I was 100% banned from all VCHA properties for life because I was disrespectful to managment (i.e. I was against DNRs) and I was violent. On October 21 2013 with Randy's consent we were exiting from GPC and I was physically mobbed and assaulted by staff at GPC. I wanted charges laid against the staff and Paladin but the police refused to do anything. The staff attacked me, forbade Randy from leaving GPC by force, and then Risk Management decided to use that incident to plead that I was violent and that was why I had to be banned forever. They lied and said that I was trying to run staff over with Randy's electric wheelchair. Randy did not have an electric wheelchair. They forced/threw me in a chair and two of them sat on me and would not let me leave. When the police finally came, I told them that I had a represention agreement and they read it and then left me alone. Because I was shaking so much and crying they suggested that I go home. I wasn't able to see Randy until after a week later when he became sick again and he had to go to VGH. At that time I did not know why he was being sent to VGH. I was always told he is being sent to VGH for observation. After Randy's death I was able to access his medical records and on that admission and many other admissions it was noted by VGH that he had to be better suctioned. If a trach person is not being suctioned it will lead to pneumonia and death.
And another thing VCHA never gave me the heads-up on the three patients at VGH who died because staff did not know how to use a passey-muir valve. I was told this by three RTs. Of course they want me to be banned for life as VCHA cannot control every word a staff member speaks. I am a friendly person, people talk to me. When you are an old lady that is what people do.
Another timbit: the PGT knew that VCHA was attempting to kill Randy on November 18 2013 and they did nothing.
I am not sure if they killed Randy because he was chronic or because I was overly friendly.
Thursday, April 18, 2019
The PGT and VCHA banning
A "wanted poster" with my picture was distributed to the employees of VCHA to make sure that employees would attack me on sight. The PGT did an equally stupid thing.
Thursday, September 27, 2018
27 September 2018 @ 4:00 am in the morning
This with her full knowledge that I was suffering from complex bereavement and persistent post traumatic disorder and severe depression. After years of being disrespected by VCHA what do they expect. My psychologist is of the expert opinion that I am actively suicidal.
And who are these people: The Public Guardian and Trustee, Vancouver Coastal Health, and the College of Physician and Surgeons. They are in charge of our public health and they are doing this. How mean are they. It is the self-interest of themselves, their reputations, that they are interested in perserving. It has nothing to do about protecting the public, or my rights, or the rights of anyone else.
The 4:00 am letter was enough of a trigger to force my suicide. I really do not have much to live for as my husband is dead and I only have daily flashbacks over them not letting me see him before he died. Besides I am old. I am at the end of my life. No lose to anyone.
They banned me from Randy as I had to be protected from Randy knowing he was dying he suffered terribly as my reports said while in hospital that when my name was mentioned he would start crying. He could not protect me as he could not talk or write. And the PGT in 2014 with its quasi-judicial powers would not let me see him. Both VCHA and the PGT could have arranged it. How could I hurt him, he was a vegetable with a mind. He had a brain injury which made him a quad although he could move his head a bit and his right hand a bit. That was the cruelest thing any government body could do. But the PGT/VCH/CPSBC all have been given powers of government so that they can do what they want. Legislatively they do not have to have a reason. And if they are pressured enough to give you a reason, the reason is suspect.
How was preventing me from being with Randy was in the best interest of Randy. The reality was that it was in the best interest of VCHA. They previously had him in a private room so I could visit him in the event I might do something security was there, but then on January 29 2014 after a meeting with the PGT and WCB it was decided to move him to an open ward. I could not visit Randy because those on the ward were afraid of me so I could never see Randy again. No one was afraid of me it was only an excuse by the nurses because they resented being ordered by Tanu to watch me rather than do their jobs to other patients.
All these agencies were of the opinion when Randy was alive that I was a lune and now that I am a lune they have reversed their opinion.
I remember when I was during a history paper 40-years ago on the West Coast Indians what happened when a tribe member committed suicide. A council would be called and the person who forced the suicide would be killed. A life for a life. Maybe we should go back to those days.
I was not convicted of any criminal offence. In fact the police would not get involved. I was told by a police officer that VPD were pissed off with doing VCHA's dirty work. So VCHA created a bizarre scenario to discredit me. All this is designed to have a "chill effect" so that no one else would complain against these tribunals least of all sue them. They will not apology or settle. They isolate, discredit and demoralize. It is a policy that all employees follow once a person is targetted.
When VCHA said that the police wanted me to be banned, I spoke to Warren Lemecke (Deputy police chief) he investigated, and he said that never happened. Either the police were lying or VCHA were lying. How could I prove it. Did it really matter because then they got WCB to agree so the employees are safe from me from what I do not know. I was a basket case. I was incapable of premeditating anything. And even if I was not a basket case, what could I do.
I know there were a few good people out there that tried to help, but they were powerless. One doctor was threatened not to be a second opinion and they threatened that he would be denied hospital privileges. What did he ask? He said, BUT, WHAT DID SHE DO. And I was asked to take down my blog by him which I did for a period of time for his sake. I thought by doing so things would get better but they did not. I remember being told his livelihood and that of his family was at stake.
I do not even know why I write this blog as no one really reads it. But the time it takes to write it, it calms me, and it keeps me from doing something totally stupid. I cry as I write, each word is a tear, each sentence become a cascade of tears. I slowly become exhausted, and then I can sleep.
This afternoon a retired psych nurse is coming to be with me, so I will be safe for today.
Thursday, May 17, 2018
Godsgaard, RE 2009 BCSC 891
This most likely will happen if you end up in a courtroom but it will not happen if the public guardian and trustee wants to be committee as there is no due process. The PGT is a medieval court. It decides on gossip if a person is incompetent to be a committee by using a Certificate of Incapability.
What they said about me in its confidential assessment as follows. The redacted section that I uncovered years later:
Question: Of the people available who was not contacted for collateral information and why.
Answer : Mr. Walker's friend/partner, Audrey Laferriere, was not contacted as there are concerns about her ability to manage Mr. Walker's financial affairs.
(1) I was his wife (2) what financial concerns (3) who provided the collateral information (collateral means unproven gossip). We were asking for 24/7 access to Randy and VCHA denied us access although he was dying and compounded the refusal by banning me from all VCHA properties for life.
This is how badly the PGT did its investigation, it did not know if I was married to Randy or not. The PGT did not ask me. Something so basic it could not even get that right. The only thing they did is take collateral evidence from others as truths. Complaints that were registered with the PGT. Where did these false truth come from. What is the motivation of the person(s) who is telling the collateral truth.
The PGT never attempted to contact Randy's parents. Randy was dying and his parents had the right to know. The intent was to take control of Randy without any complications.
And I have reason to suspect that the person who provided the collateral information to the PGT was Randy's lawyer who else would bring it up and he de facto garnisheed Randy's money and I did not know it. He was hired to end the restrictions to visitation that VCHA arbitrarily put on us in 2011. He never paid attention to Randy or me before Randy had money. He never tried to have the restrictions waived. He won't give me money from the taxi-TV fund to pay for a companion for a few hours a day when I could not access Randy. I asked him to find a volunteer as he has connections to sit with Randy. Why the sudden interest three days after the settlement June 2013. A settlement that I was not fully aware of until after Randy died. The only thing I knew was that his state-appointed physician and this lawyer made an arrangement that Randy would never leave George Pearson Centre. And it was obvious to me that the strict restrictions then to accessing Randy would remain or get worse. After this lawyer was paid $200,000 in fees I had to continue being humiliated by VCHA with the tacit approval of this lawyer, an officer of the court, who was acting in Randy's best interest! The only best interest this lawyer had was his own. There were no pre-trial motions or a trial or even an expert witness report for such a fee. After Randy died I wanted Randy's file and he refused to give it to me. He never considered what Randy wanted. He never told me what his fee was or that he was even paid. He told us that there was only enough money for us to take a cab when we wanted to go off site and to buy Randy a flat screen television. He had unlawful conduct of the money. This goes to show how little this lawyer knew about Randy. Randy hated cabs. He would not use one. Randy already had a 32" flat screen TV that I purchased for him and which I still owed money for on my credit card. At the fatal, without my knowledge confidential assessment 14 March 2014, this lawyer rather than me was there. The same day I filed a Petition in the Supreme Court to visit Randy, the PGT started to fast-tracked the Certificate of Incapability process. The PGT became Committee on April 4 2014 and Randy became a non-person putting an end to our court case to visit, to see each other. Now it was the PGT who controlled everything. After Randy died I could not get a Steeler's hat from the PGT so I could bury the hat with him. Randy was a Steeler's fan and wore a Steeler's hat every day, even while sleeping. The lawyer and the PGT wanted Randy to be cremated. Randy never wanted to be cremated. Even that wish I had to fight for. I could see Randy refusing to answer any questions during the confidential assessment as he hated his lawyer as he betrayed us. And he was not happy with the social worker either. This lawyer lied and said he was never our lawyer, he was only Randy's lawyer. And if you asked Randy what he thought of his state-appointed physician, he would show you the bird. And when I told this state-appointed physician about this gesture and that Randy wanted another physician, he said "too bad." When you are dealing with VCHA, the only choice is that you agree with it.
Randy was a near quad and he could not easily communicate. He died when he was 57. I do not understand what he died from. I was told by VGH that it was multiple organ failure. But his organs were remarkable. Remarkable is doctor talk meaning in excellent condition.
He married me because he preferred older women. And I married him because he was the only man that ever truly loved me. He haunts me every day.
Why did VCHA prevent me from seeing Randy during the last few months of his life... They imprisoned him by saying he was incompetent/too sick. VCHA made the decision who could see him and who could not. And when I sent friends to see him so they would tell him that I was trying to see him, I was told that such covert activity was not allowed. And the visitors were banned.
Saturday, February 25, 2017
Physicians v. Administration at VGH
I have been reflecting back to the morning of 13 April 2014, Randy was dying in the ICU, and I was forced to stand outside in the hallway.
I had a Supreme Court Order in hand to allow me to see Randy but no one would let me inside the ICU until the Order was verified again. I stood there for two hours. Security was watching.
Thinking back, I do not know why the doctor at the ICU just did not let me in the ICU. He was in charge. He did not need permission from administration.
I remember Dr. James Dunne saying that if it was up to him, he would not allow anyone to be banned. Dr. Dunne's belief was wrong, it was up to him. His duty was to his patients, not to a bureaucracy run by social workers. Social workers are behind every bad decision in a hospital as physicians rely on them to make their decisions rather than personally witnessing the truth.
Risk Managements used the snowflake defence in that I was disrespectful/disruptive to management. My presence distracted staff so that they could not do their jobs. The snowflakes had contacted PTSD and it necessitated that VCHA call in the WCB to certify that the workplace was unsafe. I had to be removed.
Richard Singleton, director of VCHA Risk Management, is a social worker with three degrees. He decided that I should be banned on 30 January 2014 from all VCHA properties for life.
Prior to 30 January 2014 no one suggested that I was bad for Randy and that Randy needed protection from me.
Richard never spoke or met with Randy. He set restrictions on me as to visitation without explanation. He said I knew what I did wrong. No, I replied in an email, tell me.
Years later I asked the lawyers for VCHA for good reasons for my banning. Nothing.
Hospitals are for patients, not for ultra-delicate snowflakes.
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I asked the Public Guardian and Trustee for the reasons why she revoked Randy's power of attorney on April 4 2014. VCHA approved of it by signing a Certificate of Incapability. The PGT said the reasons were sent to me.. I asked them to send them to me again. The PGT refused saying that it was under no obligation to repeat its lawful obligation as to do so would distract from doing its other work. The PGT administers $900,000,000 worth of assets and they cannot afford to resend me at the most, I estimate, to be an email of five pages. And to think the PGT is there to protect the public and yet she does not tell the public or a targetted member of the public why her decisions were made.