I can't deal with this anymore. I am shutting off my internet. My PTSD is so bad and Nicole's video has only made it worse. It has vindicated me.

I would ask you to research a paper written by Ron Panzer, another front line worker.  He put his research online called STEALTH EUTHANASIA.  No one would listen to him either.  He is not a conspiracy theorist.  He does not believe in hastening death.