Doesn't is as it appears. And wht I am experiencing in my view is horror. I have been driven beyond rage to a road of isolation. No one can help and those that can won't. My state of mind changes by the hour. With that I cannot sleep or focus as I am being manipulated by lawyers ... everything is my fault and the law is there where they are expected to use discretion but will not. They use the rules of court to protect their clients. The solution is walk away. But things have escalated beyond that easy solution. Am I to walk away in terror, and if I survive, try to forget a holocaust inflicted upon me by bad advice given to my siblings' lawyers? Win by all costs.
I can't concentrate, I can't focus, I am always in tears of helplessness. Each day meets a new terror that I have to deal with. Terror of the unknown.
I remember my sister phoning me saying for me to be careful that the lawyers (hers) and my brother's lawyer was out to get me. I assured her not to worry that I did nothing for them to get me. This was in reference to I filing a P1, being a form where I applied to be the administrator of my late brother's estate. What can they do as I filed the P1 and I was safe. If a lawyer wanted to dispute my P1 they would have to let me know, like serve me with paperwork. This did not happen and eight months later my sister who warned me to be careful told me that she was forced to be the administrator as she could not stand the pressure any more. After that conversation she never talked to me again. If she could not handle the stress of tossing me under a bus how could she handle the stress of being an administrator. I am sure that her lawyer convinced her that she would handle everything and Jenny would not have any stress. This was reinforced by Jenny never communicating me later when I wanted to understand what and why this was happening. I was accused by her lawyer that Jenny was not going to answer any of my emails because they were "unkind." I asked for a copy of the unkind emails, nothing came back. After that I suspect that Jenny never read any of my emails, how would I know. You press SEND but there is no way to know if you have been put on a do not answer list. My sister suffers from PTSD and one way that people cope with life is avoidance. Likewise, Jenny would just sign any thing that was put in front of her. She would trust her lawyer.
