Violently suctioning

Dear Diana:

I violently just woke up shakening and crying remembering how Randy was violently being suctioned by staff to the point he did not want them to touch him.  And VCHA are the professionals we trust to look after us when we are hospitalized. 

Every single patient in hospital should be assigned camera surveillance to protect the patient from harm andnot give privacy to inflict pain to patients.

My PTSD will never leave me. 

Tears

At the court application today it was mentioned that I could only see Randy on the grass next to the sidewalk at George Pearson Centre . Note outside on the grass in inclement weather. After two meeting I was told by the manager, Ro Angm that ti was too much work for her to arrange so I could not see him any more.

The lawyer did not mention that the meetings were less than ten minutes each and we were surrounded by security guards and staff.

I do not know what they were protecting.  Randy was dying and I could not be with him.

I still do not know why an independent investigation was not done at that time but then those that do the investigations are the ones who banned me.

Resuming my blog

Finally after all this time, my communications and my ability to post blogs are working.

I do not know why it takes so long to get techonology resuming.

I had water damage to all my devices and it is only now that they are working.

Trying to coordinate and get things done caused nothing but frustration and and I could not do much more.

Then there was the damage water from the two rain floods that entered my unit.  What a mess.

I am going to write Ralf Nader maybe he can do something about making devices wterproof.  It is a safety issue in our age of technology/communications.
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SHAW

My SHAW phone is in need of repair. I need a landline costing me $42.00 per month because I have to have access to 911 as I live alone, am a senior, and am not well. SHAW scheduled an appointment for September 30 2019. They do not have emergency appointments as its customers always say everything is an emergency.

I haven't had use of my phone since September 12 2019, the day when my lower duplex was flooded by the rain.  The owner has not offered to clean up the mess or repair the water drainage pipe which was clogged because of no maintenance.

The owner is arranging for me to move to a SRO in the DTES.  I have an advocate who thinks the offer of one month's free rent and moving expenses is generous. The movers would move my possessions soaking wet within a few days as this is an emergency situation as it is not safe for me to live here.

I can't even go across the street to Safeway as I might not pay attention to the traffic and I might cause an accident.

Now a little rain destroyed all my devices

Twenty years ago Randy was saying that the computers were going to destroy the world.  He meant by military action.  What is going to destroy the world is a little rain as a little rain can destroyed all our computer devices.  Why hasn't someone told us.  Computers are not water proof.  this safety hazard has not been addressed. They keep selling defective devices. All my communication devuces were destroyed by a flash rain that temporarily flooded my place on Thursday September 12 2019.  We have no Ralph Nader fighting as he did for safety belts for motorvehicles. They know it but they won't fix it.   We are only as strong as our weakest link.  A perfect rain of limited duration is allthat it takes, a few minutes. They know and they continue selling defective devices.

Not feeling well.

This confirms my last will and testament as I haven't been anle to execute it.  I leave all my assets to Diana Ford of Ottawa, Canada.

I have been under a great deal of stress these past days and I fear I may not wake up should I go to sleep.

Audrey Jane Laferriere September 15, 2019.

In the moment

In the moment I do not want to say anything on my blog.  Maybe later.  There is so much to talk about but I feel tired.

Call it exhaustion or writer's block.  It was like when I quit sugar, I quit cold. No side effects
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