Today is the anniversary of Randy's death.  It will unsettle me for a few days, thinking about him, and having flashbacks.
This morning I woke up soaking wet again, like most days.  My suite is very cold as one of my windows was broken again this weekend (Saturday).  I do not understand how anyone could get onto the property as it is surrounded by surveillance cameras.  Those remind me of cameras you might find surrounding a prison.
I have so much to do but I am not motivated much.  When I try to do something, I just can't.  I am tired of being in this mental state.  This coupled yesterday with lower back pain.  This might be my new normal.  Or maybe I just might be old. 
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