Saturday, January 29, 2022
Saturday, January 22, 2022
Thursday, January 20, 2022
Doubling down by YCHA ...
My PTSD has come back to haunt again. I woke up this morning with hearing the words from risk management and the lawyer for Dr. James Dunn that they were going to doubledown on my request to see my husband. They imprisoned him and this was prior to COVID. VCHA created an unbelievabble scenario equal to the scenario that my landlord created against me. It is as if a lower level manager needs to prove his value by creating falsehoods and no one is there to no one to stop them.
Wednesday, January 12, 2022
Saturday, January 8, 2022
PTSD and my world.
I thought my PTSD was being lessened. But on Friday I received a communication which reversed this hope. How cruel people with a sense that they can do the wrong thing continuously undermines our society. To avoid this new terror my body slept 24 hours until now.
January 10 2022 at 3:17 am I am still exhausted and mostly sleeping. I am not doing well under stress.
January 11 2022. Yesterday was another day most of sleep. I did crave a glass of organic milk and I did go out to purchase a liter. I reccently discovered the wonderful taste of organic grass fed milk and even at $7.00 a liter it is worth it. I am sure I will become addicted to it.
I do not like sleeping so much as nothing gets down.
January 14 2022. I am continuing to sleep much. I wake up in the middle of the night (now it is 3:45 am) in terror and soaking wet knowing that I have to face another unpleasant scenario not caused by me but rather someone else.