New York passed a law (June 17 2020) saying that hospitals cannot fire nurses for speaking out.

Finally after one week, I am getting over my anxiety from last week. But I am still exhausted and tired.  I hate feeling this way. 

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Dr. Dunne saying that if it was up to him he would never ban anyone and it wasn't his decision to place a DNR/DNT/CCO Order on my husband. Who was telling him what to do. Physicians have to take back their power.

14 June 2929 @8:40 am

After my last post, I decided not to continue with my stress-induced health problems but I have changed my mind for this moment as I have just woken up crying and am totally soaking wet that I can rub water off my skin.  I need to change my depends and take a shower.... 

13 June 2020 @ 12.17 pm @5:52 pm

@ 12,17 am The cold of my living space woke me up.  I am freezing cold and shivering.  My body is still wanting to sleep. My eyes are wanting to close.  I am covering myself with additional blankets so I can get warm again and fall asleep. When next I wake I hope to have some energy.  This is what happens each time the tribe does things in this unequal field. I want the hurt in my teeth to go away.

@5:52 pm  I just woke up and I am soaking wet. My hands are wet as they attempt to slide over the keyboard. Nothing gets done again.

This is what happens each time I have to deal with the tribe.  It takes me days to get over when I get an email from the tribe.

No one should be allowed to go to court without a lawyer. And there is no method to force a lawyer to act for you.  Through the decades the process has become more and more complex and the judiciary more and more inflexible.

 On Monday I am going to repeat the purpose of a lawyer as per the law society.  At the moment I can't bear to fact check it but I assure you what they do and what they are supposed to do are polar opposites.

My eyelids can't stay open and I am freezing cold again.


@10:45 pm  I woke again.  Hot and soaking wet.  My mind is blacnk.  I want to sleep again.

12 June 2020 @ 7:12 am

I just woke up soaking wet with flashbacks of Dr. Ostrow poking at me. He was the CEO of VCHA at that time and it was under his instruction that I not see my husband. When this was happening in 2014 it was he who said that I could not even see Randy for two minutes a day so that Randy would know that I did not abandon him. I was told this my risk management.  My body is soaking wet and there are tears in my eyes.  It was he who assassinated me. He knew what was going on as I would send him emails. But then I might be wrong about that, he most likely never read them. I do not know what happened to him.  One minute he was the CEO of VCHA then he was gone replaced by the industrial engineer.  I used to refer to him and Mary as Napolean and His Josephine.  His departure had nothing to do with me.  I was nothing more than a mosquito in remote Africa in his chaotic life.  He and Josephine were focused on implementing "mean management" to save a few dollars. VCHA had to cut back on tissue paper.


@10:28 am.  I just woke up.  I am shaking.  I do not know what I am going to do.  I hate feeling this way. This is called stress.  How does one overcome the injustice that I had and having to deal with?
It is like a case of spousal abuse.  My body is so so exhausted I am falling asleep again.
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@3:16 pm.  I am awake again but I can barely move. This has happened before and it takes a few days to recover.  I know of no research done on how litigation can affect someone who is not trained.  The unknown is scary coupled with the knowledge that it would be impossible to become an experienced lawyer without a law degree.  The process is so civilized and politically correct which means any process takes forever and this archaic process will eventually implode.  Waiting ten years for an apology does not cut it. I want to know what did I do that was so severe that it was necessary for VCHA to do this to me. At the beginning I wanted an independent person to wade in and set the matter straight.  I attended a board meeting and the chairman of the board told Mary Rose to do this but of course, she did not.  She decided not to do it and told me that she could arrange that I never see Randy again.  A simple solution was impossible for VCHA to attempt.  It was necessary for VCHA  to declare that I was a NOK and no one would even attempt to help.  NOK is a code to tell everyone that I was Not Okay.   I remember Mary at one time decided to talk to me but she was told not to by risk management. And then they refused to let me see Carolanne Chamberlain.  That is another rant.

I am tired again. When I am feeling this way I cannot care about anything.  

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11 June 2020 : how the "tribe" works

I keep thinking about Randy and how you treated him.  Talk about police violence, what do you call the violence that you did to us.  And you are still doing it to me.  The authorities hide behind their lawyers and the lawyers hide behind the rules of court rather than doing what they should be doing.    You delegate so often that soon no one remembers the origin.

You determined Randy was incompetent because he won't answer your questions.  And you would not include me in these interrogations.  And Dr. Tham did not even talk to me about Randy and he just decided out of the blue that I should be banned from ever seeing Randy again.  How dare he.  How dare all of you.

All the parties that I named were and are guilty of conspiracy/complicity that resulted in harm to me and of hastening Randy's death. He did not deserve that. You had to design a scenario so that my power of attorney and representation agreement would be nullified. And the lawyer for the PGT won't even warn me what he was doing. But it required that Randy be declared incompetent.  Of course I did not know what you were doing at that time but you did it. Even after you did it I did not know what you did. You were diverting all blame to me by saying that staff at GPC was afraid of me and I had to be banned.  Funny thing is that no staff has made a written statement saying anything like that.  Recently I spoke to an employee from that time and he laughed.  No one was afraid of me. And then you got this "fake" expert give a report saying that I should be banned.  Everyone knows that an expert cannot be an expert unless he talks to all parties.  This expert did not talk to me nor did he talk to Randy. I am so mad at this expert I cannot remember his name.  I am sure that this expert is still working for VCHA regurgitating what he knows VCHA wants to hear. The evidence of this "expert" was used in a RTA application to get me evicted from my rented basement suite because I had the "potential" of maybe hitting someone who they might send to cut the grass. Another time the owner of the property tried to evict me because the unit had mould in it.  Again another "fake" expert report.  This expert did not suggest that the unit could be remediated by removing the mould. 

And don't any of you say that I was a bitch because I am no longer represented by a lawyer.  The lawyer I had said he could not continue as he had an issue that was not associated with the litigation that he had to deal with.  He apologized.  I never had an issue with him I was always so stressed out I could not have an issue with him.  I trused him completely as I had no choice.I feel I have been betrayed by the legal system now that he is gone I am told that I have to defend myself and how am I going to do that in the time the rules will allow.  And that is the weapon the tribe is using. 

So now all of you have to deal with a self-litigant.  Here I was yesterday thanking you for saying that the "tribe" was agreeable to hear the application to dismiss in court without doing telephone conferencing but with the proviso that the court would make that determination.  There is a policy that says for judicial efficiency that this is not going to happen.  What the "tribe" should have done is say to me that they will wait until the courts are open and adjourn their application accordingly. They did not even have to make the application until I was in a position to defend it.  Every single one of the "tribe" should be ashamed of what they are doing.  I told them that I could not do a telephone conference as I was so traumatised by the telephone arbitration I had over my tenancy that I could not speak or remember anything. There was the voice of the arbitrator, a lawyer from Lawson Lundell and three witnesses and me alone. It was worst than being judged in a medieval Star Chamber.  So, the tribe is gambling that I will not show up at the supreme court hearing and the litigation would be at an end. To win by default.  So much for the administration of justice.

June 10 2020 1:12 am

After yesterday I became so fatigued my body fell asleep.  I just woke up soaking wet to the dread of having to deal with VCHA and the PGT and the other defendants who are at a definite advantage.  My teeth hurt and I got a splitting headache.  And my lower back hurts.  All I had to go through these recent months and now the premier lawyers for these government agencies who are their clients are going to silence me.

Lawyers are to suppose to work with a plaintiff and not use every little comma to present to the courts to make the plaintiff look like not smart.  They are on a mission to protect their clients from the truth and misconduct.  You ask that agencies be accountable and all they do is attack you.  Instead of working with me they go directly to the courts in front of judges who may decide that a rule is broken rather than look at the evidence because broken rules are most important.  Lawyers are under a mandate to keep out of court but they create, extend litigation because they can. Going to court is not a chess game but in reality, it is.

A wave of fatigue is coming over me.  It takes me days to get over how these powers behave. Sleep seems to lessen the anger until next time.

cc to mary.ackenhusen@vch.ca 604-875-4721 chief executive officer, a CEO who isn't trained as a doctor but is educated as an industrial engineer i.e. an efficiency expert who implemented Mean Management at VCHA.  And about Penny Ballen, the Chairman of the VCHA Board, there is no email address for her or her phone number. She is not listed anywhere. Penny was fired by Gregor when she was City Manager.  Penny became Chairman of VCHA under the radar.  At least we know who Putin is.