I am not feeling very well today. My mind is overwhelmed with what has happened. We are supposed to be living in a safe country and we should not fear for our lives if we become sick or disabled or old.
I know that I have been a witness to a continuing slow genocide. And no one wants to talk about it. The stats are hidden in confidentiality.
They said my husband was chronic so they put a DNR/DNT/CCO Order on him. Being chronic does not mean that he was going to die. And the drastic measure of a DNR,DNT,CCO Order was not necessary.
And they created a scenario that I was the problem and not them.
During WWII the Nazi doctors killed because those targetted were going to die anyways as there was a war;
Now the doctors kill with impunity because those targetted have no quality of life. Ration treatment and they will die soon enough.
Both times the doctors (in WW11 and now) were doing a favour for those who were targetted and for those who were not targetted. Familes and the state were unburdened.
In 2010 I was told by a social worker that I should abandon Randy as the government (PGT) will look after him. I should have known from that point to be afraid.
Friday, December 7, 2018
Thursday, December 6, 2018
My blog from 29 March 2014, then on April 4, 2014, VCH issued a Certificate of Incapability revoking my power of attorney. Randy died on April 13, 2014.
The PGT/VCHA already had constructively revoked my representation agreement without a court order. They said I abused Randy. I failed to agree with VCHA that Randy should have a DNR/DNT/CCO Order on him. Because he gets pneumonia that does not say it was necessary to hasten his death. VCHA was supposed to have treated him not put him on a pathway to death. It was a deliberate plan to make Randy a non-person and make sure that I have no contact with Randy.
On January 29 2014 I received a letter from VCH saying that I can't visit Randy who is a quad and can't talk for three months because of my disrespectful conduct. What is MY disrespectful conduct and what has that got to do with seeing Randy. I am his only advocate and friend and VCH has this idea to punish him like in a third world so I do not say anything. GPC is supposed to be a residential community it is not acute care or intensive care so disrespectful conduct would have a different meaning. For example, what your behavior is in your church is different than your behavior in your home. At GPC the method of living is the Eden principle where it is a home-like atmosphere based on being spontaneous and showing emotion.
The truth is VCH does not want me to talk to anyone and tell them of my experiences of what really VCH is doing. Think about it. Having mostly all residents of GPC agree to a Do Not Transfer Order so that if they need acute care they in all probability will die at GPC as GPC is not equipped to handle acute emergencies. I thought Do Not Resuscitate Orders were bad enough but coupled with Do Not Transfer it means certain death. That is what they really mean by disrespectful behavior. They want visitors classified as employees and everything I see or hear is supposed to be confidential and away from the public ear and eye. There is in my mind no other reason for it. Most of the residents at GPC do not even know what a DNR or a DNT means.
Like Ro the manager told me most residents know they are going to die and they have accepted it. I do not believe her. Ro reminds me of an angel with the keys to purgatory as that is what Dr. Tam told me GPC was.
It has been eight months since the first Full Code intervention in August 2013 stopped Randy's imminent death and Randy may live many more months or years if a DNR/DNT Orders are not forced on him without him knowing. I was told by a lawyer who deals with health care at the Bentley court case and he said that unconsented to DNRs are common in the medical community. A nurse at that hearing also told me that. It doesn't matter how old you are if you are going to cost the medical system you will be convinced that you have no quality of life so you might as well be dead. And if you won't agree they will find a way to do it anyways; they will get your relatives to agree. At GPC they isolate you until you give up and die.
There has to be a public inquiry into GPC and VGH as to DNRs and resultant deaths. There has to be stats available. If public policy is to kill the chronic ill then we the public should know about it.
I reported this to the Public Guardian and Trustee and the Ministry of Health and nothing came of it. They must know what is going on.
The PGT/VCHA already had constructively revoked my representation agreement without a court order. They said I abused Randy. I failed to agree with VCHA that Randy should have a DNR/DNT/CCO Order on him. Because he gets pneumonia that does not say it was necessary to hasten his death. VCHA was supposed to have treated him not put him on a pathway to death. It was a deliberate plan to make Randy a non-person and make sure that I have no contact with Randy.
Saturday, March 29, 2014
If you want to hasten your life do not agree to DNRs.
From October 14 2013 Randy was in a private room with me having very very little access to anyone as a security guard was posted outside and I was not allowed to talk to anyone. So why didn't they leave me there with Randy. Why did they move him to a Ward where the phantoms that are afraid of me are stationed. There is more to this than just my questionable disrespectful conduct. During the time from October 14 2013 to January 29 2014 I know of no incident that would be described as disrespectful or any mention as such.
Like Ro the manager told me most residents know they are going to die and they have accepted it. I do not believe her. Ro reminds me of an angel with the keys to purgatory as that is what Dr. Tam told me GPC was.
It has been eight months since the first Full Code intervention in August 2013 stopped Randy's imminent death and Randy may live many more months or years if a DNR/DNT Orders are not forced on him without him knowing. I was told by a lawyer who deals with health care at the Bentley court case and he said that unconsented to DNRs are common in the medical community. A nurse at that hearing also told me that. It doesn't matter how old you are if you are going to cost the medical system you will be convinced that you have no quality of life so you might as well be dead. And if you won't agree they will find a way to do it anyways; they will get your relatives to agree. At GPC they isolate you until you give up and die.
There has to be a public inquiry into GPC and VGH as to DNRs and resultant deaths. There has to be stats available. If public policy is to kill the chronic ill then we the public should know about it.
I reported this to the Public Guardian and Trustee and the Ministry of Health and nothing came of it. They must know what is going on.
Saturday, December 1, 2018
Thinking of Randy and Carolanne
I keep on thinking of Randy and Carolanne.
The first time I saw Carolanne on February 26 2017 she had secretions caked like cement in her mouth. She was forced to breathe through her nose. I immediately dislodged the thick secretions. That evening I sent an email to her physician, Dr. Richard Hay. He never answered my email.
On February 28 2017 I saw Carolanne again and she again had secretions but not as bad as on February 26 2017.
I was told I would be arrested as VCHA had a restraining order against me. That was not true, but when gossip gets to low-level security and staff it scares me, as I was not going to be put in a position to be violenced again by cretins. There was talk of a restraining order in 2014 which never materialized. But this is 2018.
If patients are made uncomfortable for long periods of time, this type of slow torture will make them want to stop treatment which would mean death for patients, like Carolanne, as she is on a ventilator. Death by a thousand knives.
The first time I saw Carolanne on February 26 2017 she had secretions caked like cement in her mouth. She was forced to breathe through her nose. I immediately dislodged the thick secretions. That evening I sent an email to her physician, Dr. Richard Hay. He never answered my email.
On February 28 2017 I saw Carolanne again and she again had secretions but not as bad as on February 26 2017.
I was told I would be arrested as VCHA had a restraining order against me. That was not true, but when gossip gets to low-level security and staff it scares me, as I was not going to be put in a position to be violenced again by cretins. There was talk of a restraining order in 2014 which never materialized. But this is 2018.
If patients are made uncomfortable for long periods of time, this type of slow torture will make them want to stop treatment which would mean death for patients, like Carolanne, as she is on a ventilator. Death by a thousand knives.
Monday, November 26, 2018
Affidavit Exhibit "B"
The Defendants in its case planning conference introduction neglected (to tell the Master) that I was wanting to make the Defendants accountable who all had a hand in hastening my husband's death and me becoming a basket case. VCHA put an unlawful DNR/DNR/CCO Order on my husband when he was not imminent. There was no mention in the medical records that my husband had taken a turn for the worse. My husband suffered from an accident and he was only 57 when he die.
Part of Exhibit "B" of Affidavit filed in the Supreme Court of British Columbia
Monday, the 26th day of November, 2018, exact wording.
Monday, the 26th day of November, 2018, exact wording.
Thursday, November 8, 2018
The role of a Lawyer, Law society of British Columbia
The role of a lawyer (Law Society of British Columbia)
A lawyer is a minister of justice, an officer of the courts, a client's advocate and a member of an ancient, honourable and learned profession.
It is a lawyer's duty to promote the interests of the state and to serve the cause of justice.
It is also to maintain the authority and dignity of the courts.
A lawyer is a minister of justice, an officer of the courts, a client's advocate and a member of an ancient, honourable and learned profession.
It is a lawyer's duty to promote the interests of the state and to serve the cause of justice.
It is also to maintain the authority and dignity of the courts.
Wednesday, November 7, 2018
What utter cruelty .... this is what I faced everyday for four years ..deliberate harassment/bullying
Email from February 12 2014
From:
Audrey Laferriere
Date:
2014-02-12 3:51 AM 50594
Jason one of our neighbours went to see Randy around 4:00 pm. with little Owen, Randy's doggie. I had asked Jason to put Randy's landline phone in the wall plug so it would work.
Staff said that I wasn't allowed to talk to Randy on the phone.
I have been paying $30.00 a month for Randy's TELUS line for two years now and now I can't talk to Randy on the phone.
Randy can't even talk or even hold the phone in his hand.
The purpose of the phone was a vehicle I would use to phone Randy daily. I would let it ring four times so he knew I was thinking of him.
What utter cruelty.
Jason wanted to stay at least one hour with Randy but security told him he had to leave after twenty minutes.
From:
Audrey Laferriere
Date:
2014-02-12 3:51 AM 50594
Jason one of our neighbours went to see Randy around 4:00 pm. with little Owen, Randy's doggie. I had asked Jason to put Randy's landline phone in the wall plug so it would work.
Staff said that I wasn't allowed to talk to Randy on the phone.
I have been paying $30.00 a month for Randy's TELUS line for two years now and now I can't talk to Randy on the phone.
Randy can't even talk or even hold the phone in his hand.
The purpose of the phone was a vehicle I would use to phone Randy daily. I would let it ring four times so he knew I was thinking of him.
What utter cruelty.
Jason wanted to stay at least one hour with Randy but security told him he had to leave after twenty minutes.
Monday, November 5, 2018
2014-9-6 Email to lawyer for PGT
An email from April 6 2014 to the lawyer for the Public Guardian and Trustee.
From: Audrey Laferriere
Date: Sun, Apr 6, 2014 at 9:31 AM
Subject: Re: R Walker
To: Murray Wolf
I just came across your email. I did not know who was going to represent Randy until now. I suspect it is a bit late for us to get together. A lawyer told me that it was good that the Trustee was involved because you the lawyer would be able to help me. I hope so.
Very briefly I was able to have Don Morrison advise me on Friday. At least I hope nothing goes wrong. He hasn't had much time to go over the information so I do not know if he will be asking for a further adjournment or not.
I hope you do not consent to the VCH's new proposed order that no agents (friends) of mine attend at GPC. This is a wrong step. The friends I ask to go and see Randy three of them are retired RNs so they can tell me his state of health. Each time I talk to Sam the social worker; it is always don't worry he is okay. Nothing out of the ordinary.
From Wednesday I was told that Randy was unresponsive and could barely lift his head off the pillow. I got a phone call from Pierre that said Randy was dying and he won't last the night. At that time I was with Mr. Morrison and we went by taxi to see Randy.
Morrison called ahead of time that he wanted to see Randy. When he got there with me Ro and Tanu would not let me in to see Randy and Don said Randy looked okay he was sitting in his wheelchair sleeping with his Steeler's hat on. I said to Don he never sleeps when he is in his wheelchair.
Later I spoke to Pierre and he said Randy was in his bed at the time he called me. This was at 12:30 so the nurses propped him up to look reasonable. Pierre said that Randy was not sleeping; he was in a comma.
Within an hour when I got home there was an email saying that Randy was sent to VGH for observation. He had septis. Septis is the leading cause of death in the US in ICUs and Randy was sent to a ICU stepdown unit. I went there and saw him and he was out-of-it but I noticed he had a very large bedsore/ucler which was black on his heel. You get these wounds if you do not move, the blood stops circulating and amputation could happen. GPC puts him in a wheelchair and he sits in its for nine hours at a time.
At VGH at the same time Security came waiving the Trespass letter and I was asked to leave. I waited on the sidewalk for five hours at Emergency until a friend came out and said that Randy was starting to look okay. Later I was told that he is in a stepdown ward on the 10th floor. His doctor Dr. Mackie who I phoned would not allow me to see Randy "as he did not known me" and had to go by the Trespass Order but he told me Randy is okay for at least the weekend. They were watching Randy very carefully.
He said that Randy had sepsis pneumonia.
Randy is close to death and I can't be with him.
Just about everything in the Assessment Report is not true. For close to two years I took Randy home for the afternoon and yet Calder said I would take him home without authoritization. Calder is so used to writing confidential reports that he doesn't do proper research because they never go anywhere to be challenged. A star chamber is what VCH has become.
The incident of October 21/22, 2013 was caused by GPC and I did was act in self-defence. I wanted the police to charge those who assaulted and imprisoned Randy but they refused. The LPN Stephanie said that Randy was choking and his face was red created this lie later. In Randy's condition he would never have a red face something to do with his trach and breathing and I had just suctioned him five minutes earlier. He doesn't get enough blood into his face, he always looks pale. But then Stephanie is a LPN won't know that.
I protect Randy like a mother bear protects her cubs. It is a natural instinct and I should not be punished for it and Randy being punished which is bizarre. He is going to die soon; even I know that.
Up until January 29 2013 Randy had a private room which was rather isolated so I had very little contact with staff and then on the 29th they moved him to the open ward which forced the issue of my removal so I could not see Randy because the staff, visitors and residents were afraid of me.
None of these groups are afraid of me. When I first got banned I asked over a year those on Randy's team about the banning and none of them said they even knew about the banning. I asked residents and visitors and none of them were aware of my banning.
If Mr. Morrison got in touch with you yet, I can't send his contact information as he never gave it to me on Friday so I wait. I have a meeting with him at 10:00 am on Monday at the RayCam community centre. My cell phone is 778-689-2276.
Is it possible that a nurse can be hired so I can take Randy home and if there is a problem I can call 911.
__________________
Subject:
Audrey
From:
Audrey Laferriere
Date:
2014-03-24 6:14 PM
To:
"Coughlin, Kevin" PGT
I just got a disturbing phone call from Paul, a retired RN who went to see Randy. He told me not to freak out but Randy was looking really bad. He had to search for a nurse. It looked like he wasn't' suctioned since the morniing shift. He was enveloped in mucous. And he was coughing and coughing. Finally a nurse came by and suctioned him. Paul also said that he had a high fever and he might end up at VGH. And I am banned from seeing him even if he goes to VGH.
I am so afraid that he is going to die and I won't be there.
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And what did Kevin do, NOTHING
From: Audrey Laferriere
Date: Sun, Apr 6, 2014 at 9:31 AM
Subject: Re: R Walker
To: Murray Wolf
I just came across your email. I did not know who was going to represent Randy until now. I suspect it is a bit late for us to get together. A lawyer told me that it was good that the Trustee was involved because you the lawyer would be able to help me. I hope so.
Very briefly I was able to have Don Morrison advise me on Friday. At least I hope nothing goes wrong. He hasn't had much time to go over the information so I do not know if he will be asking for a further adjournment or not.
I hope you do not consent to the VCH's new proposed order that no agents (friends) of mine attend at GPC. This is a wrong step. The friends I ask to go and see Randy three of them are retired RNs so they can tell me his state of health. Each time I talk to Sam the social worker; it is always don't worry he is okay. Nothing out of the ordinary.
From Wednesday I was told that Randy was unresponsive and could barely lift his head off the pillow. I got a phone call from Pierre that said Randy was dying and he won't last the night. At that time I was with Mr. Morrison and we went by taxi to see Randy.
Later I spoke to Pierre and he said Randy was in his bed at the time he called me. This was at 12:30 so the nurses propped him up to look reasonable. Pierre said that Randy was not sleeping; he was in a comma.
Within an hour when I got home there was an email saying that Randy was sent to VGH for observation. He had septis. Septis is the leading cause of death in the US in ICUs and Randy was sent to a ICU stepdown unit. I went there and saw him and he was out-of-it but I noticed he had a very large bedsore/ucler which was black on his heel. You get these wounds if you do not move, the blood stops circulating and amputation could happen. GPC puts him in a wheelchair and he sits in its for nine hours at a time.
At VGH at the same time Security came waiving the Trespass letter and I was asked to leave. I waited on the sidewalk for five hours at Emergency until a friend came out and said that Randy was starting to look okay. Later I was told that he is in a stepdown ward on the 10th floor. His doctor Dr. Mackie who I phoned would not allow me to see Randy "as he did not known me" and had to go by the Trespass Order but he told me Randy is okay for at least the weekend. They were watching Randy very carefully.
He said that Randy had sepsis pneumonia.
Randy is close to death and I can't be with him.
Just about everything in the Assessment Report is not true. For close to two years I took Randy home for the afternoon and yet Calder said I would take him home without authoritization. Calder is so used to writing confidential reports that he doesn't do proper research because they never go anywhere to be challenged. A star chamber is what VCH has become.
The incident of October 21/22, 2013 was caused by GPC and I did was act in self-defence. I wanted the police to charge those who assaulted and imprisoned Randy but they refused. The LPN Stephanie said that Randy was choking and his face was red created this lie later. In Randy's condition he would never have a red face something to do with his trach and breathing and I had just suctioned him five minutes earlier. He doesn't get enough blood into his face, he always looks pale. But then Stephanie is a LPN won't know that.
I protect Randy like a mother bear protects her cubs. It is a natural instinct and I should not be punished for it and Randy being punished which is bizarre. He is going to die soon; even I know that.
Up until January 29 2013 Randy had a private room which was rather isolated so I had very little contact with staff and then on the 29th they moved him to the open ward which forced the issue of my removal so I could not see Randy because the staff, visitors and residents were afraid of me.
None of these groups are afraid of me. When I first got banned I asked over a year those on Randy's team about the banning and none of them said they even knew about the banning. I asked residents and visitors and none of them were aware of my banning.
If Mr. Morrison got in touch with you yet, I can't send his contact information as he never gave it to me on Friday so I wait. I have a meeting with him at 10:00 am on Monday at the RayCam community centre. My cell phone is 778-689-2276.
Is it possible that a nurse can be hired so I can take Randy home and if there is a problem I can call 911.
__________________
Subject:
Audrey
From:
Audrey Laferriere
Date:
2014-03-24 6:14 PM
To:
"Coughlin, Kevin" PGT
I just got a disturbing phone call from Paul, a retired RN who went to see Randy. He told me not to freak out but Randy was looking really bad. He had to search for a nurse. It looked like he wasn't' suctioned since the morniing shift. He was enveloped in mucous. And he was coughing and coughing. Finally a nurse came by and suctioned him. Paul also said that he had a high fever and he might end up at VGH. And I am banned from seeing him even if he goes to VGH.
I am so afraid that he is going to die and I won't be there.
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And what did Kevin do, NOTHING
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