I have been trying to go over the litigation paperwork. I can barely read it. I can't. The lies are so huge they have to be believed. And I can't defend them. It is pointless.
Kevin Calder did a report Workplace Violence Assessment for VCHA. His reporting skills should get him fired.
He says that someone observed me attempting to hit or run over staff with Randy's electric
wheel chair. That sounds lethal, a 2,000 lb vehicle. I should have
been charged with attempted murder, except that never happened as Randy
did not have an electric wheel chair.
Who would dispute what he would write as he is an expert in Workplace Assessment of Violence Methodology (WAVR-21) and he is licensed.
He did not even read my blog, he remarked that he only reviewed it.
Why would VCHA give a title to an employee "Workplace Violence Specialist." It only means that the WVS has to look for violence in order to keep his job.
It is easy to write confidential reports if you write what your boss expects and nothing will ever go to litigation.
Everytime I try to peruse what happened I get agitated after a few paragraphs. Sometimes it only takes one sentence. I cannot read anything further. It is like going into shock. It is surreal. The pain and anger I do not want to meet.
Sunday, October 14, 2018
Wednesday, October 10, 2018
10 October 2018 @ 7:16 am Wednesday
I haven't been able to sleep much this past week. I just woke up and I was relieved that I was not anxious over the litigation, or seeing Randy, or thinking of Carolanne. I was thinking about "legwarmers."
Years ago I came up with the idea to knit legwarmers for the homeless. Not only for the homeless but also those that are in hospital and those elders that cannot afford to pay to heat their apartments.
I knew I needed help as only one person can only knit one pair at a time. I needed an army of volunteers to knit them and a PR campaign to educate the homeless and others to wear them. So, I approached Janice Abbott from Atira that has a craft section. My idea did not fit into her retail model.
However, Janice was positive to what I wanted to do and would help as much as she could but she said that I would have to organize it. Randy was in hospital then and I was spiraling to being a basket case. At that time I couldn't organize a trip to New Westminster.
This idea coincides with my psychologist who suggested last week that I find something to do with my life to combat my wishful thinking to end it all. There must be something I enjoy doing. I assured him that I took no joy in anything. He suggested volunteering. Not so easy at my age.
Both Randy and Carolanne were taken away from me by VCHA. And Ro said that I would never be able to volunteer anywhere . She would make sure that would happen. Like what she did on 4 April 2014 when she phoned VGH Emergency saying not to allow me to see Randy. Randy was dying and she knew it. This direction came from a woman who visited her mother in a residential care facility every single day.
Prior to April 4 2014 I never was restricted from visiting Randy at VGH. What happened at GPC had nothing to do with VGH. Ro made the decision to send Randy to VGH as she knew he would die that weekend which would have happened if Don Morrison, a lawyer, did not visit Randy at 11:00 am. At 12:00 pm I got a phone call saying that Randy was being transferred to VGH for observation. She knew Randy was with a serious infection and imminent. And now Randy was VGH's problem. Randy died nine days later in intensive care. 13 April 2014 @ 8:00 pm
My psychologist will be happy that I now have a "maybe" goal. A goal that was not forced on me. A goal that would bring relief (i.e. joy) to those that are cold.
Why legwarmers/armwarmers are a good idea is because they are needed. The wool yarn should be easy to get donated by Value Village considering that it sends to landfill 98% of garments they do not sell. The yarn would not be in skeins, it would have to be recovered/recycled/unraveled from sweaters/garments already knitted by volunteers. It would be time consuming and if measured in dollars expensive. But what is the $value of a life or $save the environment. It would not matter the weight or colour matching as the legwarmers would be worn under blue jeans/pj bottoms. They would not be a fashion accessory but rather a necessity. The best part of this idea is that the legwarmer can also be used as a armwarmer, a scarf, or a hat fastened by a safety pin. They would seldom need washing, if ever. The pattern is easy: knit one; plural one, see internet. Pull the armwarmer down a bit, and you have a mitten. Pull the legwarmer down a bit, and you have a toe-less sock. Such a simple garment for the homeless, and others, so they are not cold.
Repurposing is environmentally sound. .
Great idea but I won;t be able to do much until my bereavement is lessened. Even with supports it will take time. Having one or two good days will not alleviate my pain.
Tuesday, October 9, 2018
9 October 2018 Tuesday 12:30 pm
ndy andCarolanne was taken away from and VCHA/PGT damaged my reputation sol I could not volunteer at a non-profit agency.
this is the second time I have tried to write this post and the contents mostly disappeared. Now I am frustrated and angry that maybe someone is hacking my new post. It is stressful.
this is the second time I have tried to write this post and the contents mostly disappeared. Now I am frustrated and angry that maybe someone is hacking my new post. It is stressful.
Sunday, October 7, 2018
Gaslighting
You are to resign from the law society of british columbia and spend the rest of your life doing free community service in the DTES. You know what you did so I do not have to explain it. Rather than guilt you must be experiencing great satisfaction. You client starting my basket case in 2010 and you ultimately improved the basket to itd ultimate conclusion. It only took eight years.
As I think back as to what really triggered me besides the bereavement, it was the pressure of being a self-litigant. I could not get a lawyer as all of them were in conflict with VCHA/government. That is, VCHA/PGT throughout the years gave all the lawyers work so they were all in conflict so they could not act for me. In decades past this was called "a company town." All I had to mention is VCHA/PGT and the lawyer showed me the door. I knew I was in trouble because none of the lawyers I approached asked for a $retainer.
Although the judiciary is independent you could still use the rules to advance/be successful. You could win by technical default and a judge finally getting to the end of his patience with dealing with an old woman.
Although the judiciary is independent you could still use the rules to advance/be successful. You could win by technical default and a judge finally getting to the end of his patience with dealing with an old woman.
A requirement is full disclosure of all the emails which I was not able to fully list. One batch is 67,000 emails. There is no mechanism in email to just command gmail to print out everything. It has to be done one email at a time. From 1 to 67,702. Since not being a lawyer I do not know what is relevant or not. So each email had/has to be printed out and then each email/document has to be listed and typed out according to the rules of the supreme court of british columbia which list would be hundreds/thousands of pages. Considering the time demands by the supreme court of british columbia to do things, it is/was impossible. The defendants knew of my problems with listing the emails but not one of them offered a suggestion how I could fast track the process. And they all knew how to do it.
With the new gmail(this week) there is a function which I just found wherein you can just type in a party's name and a list shows each email associated with that name. Rather than shifting through thousands of emails all I had to do was individually search by searching by the name of the party. By magic all the emails I sent to Kip Woodward, the president of VCHA, showed up. All I had to do was print them out.
You knew this and yet you intentionally overwhelmed me to the point of not wanting to do this.
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You were advised nine days ago that Randy has the right to see me so why haven't you done anything to make this happen. A lawyer wrote telling you of my rights
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I am entitled to see Randy, to his medical records on demand, and to talk to those that do health care for him..
Also I want Randy's heart monitor alarm to be set at 110 as 150 or greater would lead Randy into cardiac arrest (death).
When Randy nearly died on November 18 2013 and December 26 2013 the alarms did not alarm.A few days ago I got a flippant answer from Ro who said she talked to the RT and 150 was safe.
Sunday, September 30, 2018
30 September 2018 @ 2::50 am
This past week has been very difficult for me. Although I am in fragile mental health I am haunted that the defendants are taunting me with JUMP JUMP. JUMP off a tall building to my death.
A few months ago when I was wanting to end it all, a reader of this blog phoned the Public Guardian and Trustee in the hope that the PGT would intervene and finally the caller was directed to Kevin Couglin who told the caller that the PGT does not do death.
Thinking back the caller was using reverse psychology. Don't do this as this is what the PGT/VCHA wants.
My thoughts go back to Randy and the tears he had. He did not want to die either. We only wanted to see each other and VCH/PGT prevented us from doing so.
In correspondence dated 26 September 2018 from the Public Guardian and Trustee I was accused of wanting to delay the completion of the litigation INDEFINITELY. That is not true, it is the Public Guardian and Trustee that is delaying the completion of the litigation by threats of using the Courts to overrule my physician's diagnosis that I am not well by upsetting me. I need treatment/time before I can realistically proceed with the litigation. This litigation did not seriously start until September 2017. Up to then I was hoping for some sort of apology from VCH/PGT. None came.
Simply put, I need an adjournment and the PGT is refusing to give me one by consent. Apparently according to the PGT/VCHA the law will be on their side.
Defending a court application is very taxing emotionally and expensive and the defendants know this. In my fragile state it is extremely overwhelming and equally paralyzing with or without a lawyer.
With every veiled threat by the defendants to use the rules of court, my recovery is being further hindered and the time needed is extended. I cannot focus on getting well. It is the defendants who are causing the litigation to be delayed not me.
The list of defendants/witnesses who agree with the PGT/VCHA are as follows. Each one of them are willing to gamble that I will take my life: Over what? A simple request for an adjournment because I am suffering from complex bereavement and persistent PTSD. The defendants/witnesses know that I am actively suicidal. to be actively suicidal one has to have a plan and I have one.
Vancouver Coastal Health
Vancouver General Hospital
George Pearson Centre
Kip Woodward
The Public Guardian and Trustee
BC College of Physician and Surgeons
WorkSafe BC
BC Emergency Health Services
Andrew Macfarlane
Dr. James Dunne
Dr. Richard Hay
Dr. James Mark Roberts
Sam Greenspoon
Robert Chapman
Kevin Calder
Dr. Georgina Nemetz (psychologist)
Linda Rose
Tanvirezohra Batlawala
Romilda Ang
David Doig
Tim Louis
and Others
A few months ago when I was wanting to end it all, a reader of this blog phoned the Public Guardian and Trustee in the hope that the PGT would intervene and finally the caller was directed to Kevin Couglin who told the caller that the PGT does not do death.
Thinking back the caller was using reverse psychology. Don't do this as this is what the PGT/VCHA wants.
My thoughts go back to Randy and the tears he had. He did not want to die either. We only wanted to see each other and VCH/PGT prevented us from doing so.
In correspondence dated 26 September 2018 from the Public Guardian and Trustee I was accused of wanting to delay the completion of the litigation INDEFINITELY. That is not true, it is the Public Guardian and Trustee that is delaying the completion of the litigation by threats of using the Courts to overrule my physician's diagnosis that I am not well by upsetting me. I need treatment/time before I can realistically proceed with the litigation. This litigation did not seriously start until September 2017. Up to then I was hoping for some sort of apology from VCH/PGT. None came.
Simply put, I need an adjournment and the PGT is refusing to give me one by consent. Apparently according to the PGT/VCHA the law will be on their side.
Defending a court application is very taxing emotionally and expensive and the defendants know this. In my fragile state it is extremely overwhelming and equally paralyzing with or without a lawyer.
With every veiled threat by the defendants to use the rules of court, my recovery is being further hindered and the time needed is extended. I cannot focus on getting well. It is the defendants who are causing the litigation to be delayed not me.
The list of defendants/witnesses who agree with the PGT/VCHA are as follows. Each one of them are willing to gamble that I will take my life: Over what? A simple request for an adjournment because I am suffering from complex bereavement and persistent PTSD. The defendants/witnesses know that I am actively suicidal. to be actively suicidal one has to have a plan and I have one.
Vancouver Coastal Health
Vancouver General Hospital
George Pearson Centre
Kip Woodward
The Public Guardian and Trustee
BC College of Physician and Surgeons
WorkSafe BC
BC Emergency Health Services
Andrew Macfarlane
Dr. James Dunne
Dr. Richard Hay
Dr. James Mark Roberts
Sam Greenspoon
Robert Chapman
Kevin Calder
Dr. Georgina Nemetz (psychologist)
Linda Rose
Tanvirezohra Batlawala
Romilda Ang
David Doig
Tim Louis
and Others
Saturday, September 29, 2018
Thursday, September 27, 2018
27 September 2018 @ 4:00 am in the morning
When I read the above letter which was forwarded to me dated September 26 2018 written by Catherine Romanko, the PGT, I could not believe it. I read it at 4:00 in the morning. The letter said that I was not ill and they were calling for a summary court trial within days so that my supreme court action against the PGT would be dismissed.
This with her full knowledge that I was suffering from complex bereavement and persistent post traumatic disorder and severe depression. After years of being disrespected by VCHA what do they expect. My psychologist is of the expert opinion that I am actively suicidal.
And who are these people: The Public Guardian and Trustee, Vancouver Coastal Health, and the College of Physician and Surgeons. They are in charge of our public health and they are doing this. How mean are they. It is the self-interest of themselves, their reputations, that they are interested in perserving. It has nothing to do about protecting the public, or my rights, or the rights of anyone else.
The 4:00 am letter was enough of a trigger to force my suicide. I really do not have much to live for as my husband is dead and I only have daily flashbacks over them not letting me see him before he died. Besides I am old. I am at the end of my life. No lose to anyone.
They banned me from Randy as I had to be protected from Randy knowing he was dying he suffered terribly as my reports said while in hospital that when my name was mentioned he would start crying. He could not protect me as he could not talk or write. And the PGT in 2014 with its quasi-judicial powers would not let me see him. Both VCHA and the PGT could have arranged it. How could I hurt him, he was a vegetable with a mind. He had a brain injury which made him a quad although he could move his head a bit and his right hand a bit. That was the cruelest thing any government body could do. But the PGT/VCH/CPSBC all have been given powers of government so that they can do what they want. Legislatively they do not have to have a reason. And if they are pressured enough to give you a reason, the reason is suspect.
How was preventing me from being with Randy was in the best interest of Randy. The reality was that it was in the best interest of VCHA. They previously had him in a private room so I could visit him in the event I might do something security was there, but then on January 29 2014 after a meeting with the PGT and WCB it was decided to move him to an open ward. I could not visit Randy because those on the ward were afraid of me so I could never see Randy again. No one was afraid of me it was only an excuse by the nurses because they resented being ordered by Tanu to watch me rather than do their jobs to other patients.
All these agencies were of the opinion when Randy was alive that I was a lune and now that I am a lune they have reversed their opinion.
I remember when I was during a history paper 40-years ago on the West Coast Indians what happened when a tribe member committed suicide. A council would be called and the person who forced the suicide would be killed. A life for a life. Maybe we should go back to those days.
I was not convicted of any criminal offence. In fact the police would not get involved. I was told by a police officer that VPD were pissed off with doing VCHA's dirty work. So VCHA created a bizarre scenario to discredit me. All this is designed to have a "chill effect" so that no one else would complain against these tribunals least of all sue them. They will not apology or settle. They isolate, discredit and demoralize. It is a policy that all employees follow once a person is targetted.
When VCHA said that the police wanted me to be banned, I spoke to Warren Lemecke (Deputy police chief) he investigated, and he said that never happened. Either the police were lying or VCHA were lying. How could I prove it. Did it really matter because then they got WCB to agree so the employees are safe from me from what I do not know. I was a basket case. I was incapable of premeditating anything. And even if I was not a basket case, what could I do.
I know there were a few good people out there that tried to help, but they were powerless. One doctor was threatened not to be a second opinion and they threatened that he would be denied hospital privileges. What did he ask? He said, BUT, WHAT DID SHE DO. And I was asked to take down my blog by him which I did for a period of time for his sake. I thought by doing so things would get better but they did not. I remember being told his livelihood and that of his family was at stake.
I do not even know why I write this blog as no one really reads it. But the time it takes to write it, it calms me, and it keeps me from doing something totally stupid. I cry as I write, each word is a tear, each sentence become a cascade of tears. I slowly become exhausted, and then I can sleep.
This afternoon a retired psych nurse is coming to be with me, so I will be safe for today.
This with her full knowledge that I was suffering from complex bereavement and persistent post traumatic disorder and severe depression. After years of being disrespected by VCHA what do they expect. My psychologist is of the expert opinion that I am actively suicidal.
And who are these people: The Public Guardian and Trustee, Vancouver Coastal Health, and the College of Physician and Surgeons. They are in charge of our public health and they are doing this. How mean are they. It is the self-interest of themselves, their reputations, that they are interested in perserving. It has nothing to do about protecting the public, or my rights, or the rights of anyone else.
The 4:00 am letter was enough of a trigger to force my suicide. I really do not have much to live for as my husband is dead and I only have daily flashbacks over them not letting me see him before he died. Besides I am old. I am at the end of my life. No lose to anyone.
They banned me from Randy as I had to be protected from Randy knowing he was dying he suffered terribly as my reports said while in hospital that when my name was mentioned he would start crying. He could not protect me as he could not talk or write. And the PGT in 2014 with its quasi-judicial powers would not let me see him. Both VCHA and the PGT could have arranged it. How could I hurt him, he was a vegetable with a mind. He had a brain injury which made him a quad although he could move his head a bit and his right hand a bit. That was the cruelest thing any government body could do. But the PGT/VCH/CPSBC all have been given powers of government so that they can do what they want. Legislatively they do not have to have a reason. And if they are pressured enough to give you a reason, the reason is suspect.
How was preventing me from being with Randy was in the best interest of Randy. The reality was that it was in the best interest of VCHA. They previously had him in a private room so I could visit him in the event I might do something security was there, but then on January 29 2014 after a meeting with the PGT and WCB it was decided to move him to an open ward. I could not visit Randy because those on the ward were afraid of me so I could never see Randy again. No one was afraid of me it was only an excuse by the nurses because they resented being ordered by Tanu to watch me rather than do their jobs to other patients.
All these agencies were of the opinion when Randy was alive that I was a lune and now that I am a lune they have reversed their opinion.
I remember when I was during a history paper 40-years ago on the West Coast Indians what happened when a tribe member committed suicide. A council would be called and the person who forced the suicide would be killed. A life for a life. Maybe we should go back to those days.
I was not convicted of any criminal offence. In fact the police would not get involved. I was told by a police officer that VPD were pissed off with doing VCHA's dirty work. So VCHA created a bizarre scenario to discredit me. All this is designed to have a "chill effect" so that no one else would complain against these tribunals least of all sue them. They will not apology or settle. They isolate, discredit and demoralize. It is a policy that all employees follow once a person is targetted.
When VCHA said that the police wanted me to be banned, I spoke to Warren Lemecke (Deputy police chief) he investigated, and he said that never happened. Either the police were lying or VCHA were lying. How could I prove it. Did it really matter because then they got WCB to agree so the employees are safe from me from what I do not know. I was a basket case. I was incapable of premeditating anything. And even if I was not a basket case, what could I do.
I know there were a few good people out there that tried to help, but they were powerless. One doctor was threatened not to be a second opinion and they threatened that he would be denied hospital privileges. What did he ask? He said, BUT, WHAT DID SHE DO. And I was asked to take down my blog by him which I did for a period of time for his sake. I thought by doing so things would get better but they did not. I remember being told his livelihood and that of his family was at stake.
I do not even know why I write this blog as no one really reads it. But the time it takes to write it, it calms me, and it keeps me from doing something totally stupid. I cry as I write, each word is a tear, each sentence become a cascade of tears. I slowly become exhausted, and then I can sleep.
This afternoon a retired psych nurse is coming to be with me, so I will be safe for today.
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