Stress and the truth

 

Do you know what people do when they are under a lot of stress, they scream out the truth.  

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1 January 2021

It is 3:39 am Friday Janaury 1 2021 ,,, and not a mouse was stirring all night.  No noise, no sound of traffic, no nothing.  A lonely light standard on the street.  Quiet.

It is 8:13 am Friday January 1 2021.  This hour last year the building in which I was living in was on fire.  I called it a slow burn.  Someone entered upstairs and started a fire that caused a lot of smoke and the bellowing smoke was noticeable by outsiders who banged on my door screaming fire and called 911. It was a stressor that added to my unwellness.  

27 December 2020

 My feeling of being near normal did not last very long.  After sleeping all afternoon yesterday until now being 5:34 am my thoughts are back to when Randy and I were treated badly.  How George Pearson Centre created years of hell for us based on nonsense fabrications. On the bulletin boards there were notices of a code white. After I read them but did mot realize that the notices were about me.  If I had a choice between the medical system or the police, I would chose the police as the police have some accountability but the health authority has none.  It is like being thrown into a pit of poisonous snakes with no protection. Once you are targetted there is no going back.  

26 December 2020 4:17 am

 I just woke up feeling a bit normal from the trauma of this past week.  I hope nothing triggers a further relapse. The trauma was caused by the horrific realization that the court made a mistake and the defendant respondents knowing of the  mistake did nothing to correct the mistake which was their duty to do. 

 I think back to October 22 2014 wherein I was assaulted by the staff at George Pearson Centre in their zeal to prevent Randy from leaving the premises.  My self-defence was never mentioned.  Just the fact that the police were called and I caused a disruption.  Those that attacked me were out-of-control.  It was I who demanded that the police be called and after the officer looked at my representation agreement, he was pissed.  He convinced me to let Randy stay at the facility and deal with management in the morning.  

 My complaint was never addressed.  Everything was calm until it wasn't.  A few days later Randy got sick and was sent to VGH and we were safe.  Risk management however was busy shifting the blame from the staff to me.  It was surreal.  They even got WorkSafe BC involved who agreed that I should be 100% banned from all VCH properties in the province because I posed a threat to the safety of the staff who attacked me. During this time I was transformed from being a jolly fat old lady to a skeleton.   

 I am feeling extremely tired again.  Time to sleep again.

Are the Defendants Litigators (Respondents) bullying me.

A friend sent me a link this afternoon from HuffPost, Canada is Corrupt when it comes to Choosing Judges. It is a popularity contest.

One of the links connected me to a report by Christie Blatchford: BC Man Pleads for Family Court Reform in Suicide Note.

The victim only wanted to see his kids and I only wanted to see my husband. The motivation is the same.

Another link said Canadian Lawyers Drive Dads to Bankruptcy and Suicide by Bullying.  

Is this the intent of the lawyers who see themselves as Joseph Croias bullying witnesses without conscience and this disagreeable lawyer became president of the Ontario Law Society. My case is not of a white collar crime over greed in the billions of dollars it is over the untimely death of my husband and the collateral outfall.

So far the defendants have discredited me and demoralized me. I am a basket case. Look what I am doing today:  It is December 25 2020. 

I won't commit suicide as I have a very good therapist.  A therapist that costs me $225 an hour.  I have no additional medical insurance provided by an employe rso he alone is costing me money I cannot afford.  To get access to a MSP psychiatrist, it takes six months to a year to exercise a referral, and then there is no guarantee that he will take you as a patient. Most psychiatrists will not write a medical legal report because they are under no obligation to do so.  It is a lot of work and they do not want to be a witness in court. My psychologist could not do a medical legal report as he was biased. 

Lawyers do not seek the truth; they only seek to demoralize, so you give up.  And the Groias like Joel Morris are clever at it.  

One of the links said that such lawyers should be shamed.  So be it:

• David Bell, Partner at Guild Yule, lawyer for VCHA
• Joel Morris, Partner at Harper Grey, lawyer for Dr. James Dunne
  
• Murray Wolf, lawyer for the Public Guardian and Trustee 
• Cameron Wong, Webster Hudson, lawyer for David Doig, lawyer, 

None of the defendant pay for lawyers.legal costs.  They are all insured by the public purse one way or other  And the public cannot find out how much money the lawyers are creaming as it is under solicitor-client privilege. The tax payer should have the right to know.   And the the lawyers do not loose any sleep over anything as they are but agents of the government and are assured payment of their fees monthly. They are much like civil servants and nothing can happen to them.

 In August of this year, I tried to negotiate with the Groias to settle the matter.  They refused. No comment. And they would not give me a name of an expert legal medical report which they have on their rolex.  They knew I was suffereing from PTSD and since a medical expert legal person has to be independent they were not going to allow such evidence to be entered in the court record..  All of them  were guilty of perverting justice as they had to provide all evidence to the court whether it be in their clients' favour or in mine  When the action started in the hearing the master (a judge) suggested that the defendants offer an apology.  No apology came.  Their path was to drive me insane as no one would believe me and no lawyer would take on my case.